Sun looks up at me, his plush lips curved into the smile that I recognize is only for me, and I feel like I lose another little piece of my heart to him. He’s been stealing it away, a little bit here and there, until soon it won’t be mine any more. “I likethis better.”
“Perfect.” I kiss him again, settling more into the space between his thighs, teasing my tongue against his until I feel him relax enough that I can move. Any good sex I’ve ever had in my life becomes a distant memory once I pull out enough to thrust back in—replaced by how snug he is around me and the choked moan that I hear when I’m in deep. “Fuck, you take me so well.”
“I like when you say things like that,” he breathes, the surprise on his face evident as a tremor seems to shock his whole body. We’ve both just learned something about him, and I can work with this new information.
Moving my hand to his thigh, I hitch his leg up higher on my hip, not realizing how the angle would change and I’d somehow slide deeper. We react simultaneously, my own shout and his pleas for ‘more’ blending together with the slap of skin-on-skin, the sound embedded in my mind for all time.
Sun locks his ankles behind my thighs, keeping me close to him as he begins to match the cadence of my thrusts, his fingers gripping my biceps hard enough that I’m sure there will be imprints tomorrow. “Just… right there… like that.”
“You’re so good for me,” I tell him, and he is practically radiant with the praise. I feel him clench around my cock in response, and I am entirely too close to be able to keep going if he’s doing that. “Sun. I want to see you come.”
“Yes,yes, make me come.” He lets go of my arm and reaches between us to touch himself. With only a few quick strokes, he unravels, head thrown back, lips parted around a silent scream, and he is the sexiest thing I have ever seen.
Grinding into him, buried as deep as I can be, the tight pulses of his body squeezing around me, tips me over the edge. I catch myself before I completely collapse on him, but Sun wraps himself around me, hugging me tightly.
I can feel the come, tacky on his stomach, and I think I needto pull out before it gets messy, but I don’t really want to move. He’s breathing hard, hot puffs against my shoulder, his nails skimming over my back, legs still woven with mine. “Are you okay?” I ask, partly to make sure I’m not crushing him, but also to check in.
Sun takes a deep breath, slowly and then exhales. “I think I am the best I have ever been.”
I look up at him, meeting his eyes. “The sex was that good?”
“Yes, but more than that, you are,” he says, reaching up with one hand to push my hair back off my forehead. “You are so good to me. For me.”
“That’s all I want to be.” If I’m being honest, I don’t think I’ve ever been more invested in anything.
I like who I am with him.
This feels like the best version of myself.
That’s who I want to be for him.
Withhim.
If he hadn’t waited for me, hadn’t wanted me the way he did…
I hold him tighter and kiss him hard.
FOURTEEN
KIJA
“What the…” I pause, reaching for my mouse to bring my computer to life when I realize something is blocking my chair from sliding under my desk.
Glancing down, I’m more than a little bit startled to see a pair of mischievous eyes peering back at me, and it’s all I can do to stifle the yelp that is trying to escape. “Sun!” I hiss. “What are you doing?”
“Surprise,” he whispers, hands slipping up my calves and into dangerous territory.
I am simultaneously alarmed and turned on.
I don’t take these kinds of risks.
At least I never did before. But here he is, on his knees, tugging at my zipper, completely obscured from the view of anyone passing by.
But fuck, all the glass. Can I keep a straight face while he…
“There you are!” Grace exclaims as she walks through the door. “Running a little behind today, hmm? Wild night?”
Sun’s fingers skim over me in a way that is extremely intentional. “Just, uh, moving slow?” It’s not supposed to sound like a question, and I sure as hell didn’t mean to make that squeaky noise.
