My eyes shot to Isaac, who was watching me with that hunger in his eyes.
“I’m down for some fun,” Isaac said, sitting next to Lukas. He subtly licked his lips as a small smile formed. “You, Preston, and I have had a few threesomes already. This will feel like an extension of that.”
“Yeah, but that happened because the three of us lost control,” I awkwardly laughed, glancing back over to Preston. “Would you be able to do anything with your wrist?”
“It’s sore, but I’d not give up the chance to be with you,” he said, reaching over to rub my thigh. “I’ll have to be careful with what I do.”
I slowly pivoted my head to Dem, who was sitting on the other side of me. He’d been watching my reaction to everyone else. I lifted my eyebrows, silently asking for his thoughts.
“Only if you feel comfortable and ready, Ivy,” he said. “I believe we’d all like more physical time with you, and playing as a group is one way to achieve that goal, but not if you feel pressured to do so.”
I turned my gaze back to my empty plate and took a deep breath. The thought of being with all of them was very arousing, but also very intimidating. Nerves rattled through me as I lifted my gaze and glanced between Isaac and Lukas.
“I like the thought of us all being together,” I said, no point in lying about it. “I just don’t know what to do.”
Dem gently reached for my chin and turned my head back towards him. “None of us has done this before, so we’ll be learning together.”
Butterflies erupted throughout my stomach as I slowly nodded in agreement.
He leaned forward and kissed me, softly caressing my cheek before pulling back and looking at me.
“Okay,” I breathlessly whispered to him, biting my lip in anticipation.
“Excellent,” Lukas said, standing up out of his chair. Preston’s uninjured hand found my shoulder as he leaned forward to kiss the back of my neck.
“Ivy and I have been using the traffic light system to help communicate if we need to slow down,” Isaac said, standing from his chair next. “I think we can all use that if anything becomes too much.”
“What is that?” Preston asked, pausing his kisses.
“If we need to slow down at any point, say yellow,” Isaac replied. “Say red if we need to stop. Everyone stops if anyone says red.”
“Makes sense,” Preston said, standing up next as his hand worked into my aching shoulder muscles.
“Green, of course, means good to go,” Isaac added.
Dem stood up last, offering his hand to me.
“Shall we head upstairs?” he asked, his eyes so captivating as they stared down at me.
I glanced at the table full of dirty dishes. “What about…?”
“I’ll get the dishes after, don’t worry about the dishes,” Lukas chuckled, gathering a few of them together.
I stood as I reached out to Dem. Embarrassment flooded my body as my hand shook slightly in anticipation, but he gave me a gentle squeeze, calming me with reassurance.
Then, much to my surprise, he pulled my arm around his shoulder and scooped me up in his arms.
“Let’s go,” he said, gesturing forward to Isaac, Preston, and Lukas before turning with me in his arms and walking us up the stairs.
My heart pounded in my chest as my arousal shot through the roof. Images of the four of them on the bed flooded my mind, but how did I fit into that picture? I had no idea how to satisfy four men at the same time, but most packs played together, so it must be possible, right?
What if I spent too much time with one while the other grew jealous? What if I couldn’t satisfy them as a group?
I placed my hand up on my forehead, feeling sweat collecting along my brow.
“Try to relax and not worry about anything,” Dem softly spoke to me. “It’s our job to take care of you, remember?”
Relaxing was the last thing my mind wanted to do. We reached the top of the stairs and made our way to the group bedroom doors. Isaac raced forward and opened the door forDem and me. As soon as we were inside, Dem gently set me down on my feet.
