But once I open my eyes and look at Silas, it all comes undone.
His hazel eyes are locked on me with his dark blond hair falling loose around his face, and he drops my knee, batting my hand away so he can take my cock in his.
Oh, fuck me…
I can’t hold back the groan that tears out of me as everything hits me at once. His eyes on me, his hand on my cock, his cock in my ass, hitting my prostate just right, even though I don’t even know what just right is, but fuck, this has to be it… because I can’t hold on any longer.
And as his grip on my knee tightens, his body tenses, and he pulls in a deep breath, I know he’s right there with me.
“I’m going to come,” I breathe out.
“Me too,” Silas pants, and drops his gaze to my cock as he strokes it in time with his thrusts into my ass.
Almost immediately, the most intense release I’ve ever felt rips through my body, and any control I had is gone. My muscles and nerves all tingle, every inch of my body lights up, and it feels like I’m falling. Right into everything Silas, as I give it all up to him and just let him catch me.
He groans and leans over me, releasing my cock as he drops his head to my chest, and I slip my fingers into his hair and hold him as he comes. My breaths come fast and uneven as I ride out the last waves of it with him still inside me, and I never want it to end.
Eventually, his movements slow to a stop, and we both just lie here for a moment before he rolls onto his back next to me with a heavy breath.
“Fuck,” he exhales.
I nod, staring at the wood beam on the ceiling as I try to figure out which fucking planet I’m on. “Fuck,” I agree.
Then I turn my head towards him as he does the same, and I press a soft kiss to his nose.
He smiles as his eyes close, and I just watch him, taking in his beautiful face and the absolute perfection that is Silas Gallant.
Then his eyes pop open and widen slightly.
“I didn’t lock the door,” he says.
My gaze flicks toward the hallway, then back to him. “So… your dad, Papa, or Mama could have just… walked in,” I say slowly. “And seen you railing my ass.”
He nods seriously.
And I laugh.
Then he does too. And it’s fucking beautiful.
“Asses aside,” I say, reaching for his hand and lacing our fingers together. “How would you feel if they knew about us?”
Silas looks down at our hands, chewing on his lips as he thinks for a moment.
“I think they’d get it,” he says softly.
I smile and rub my thumb over the back of his hand. “I think they would too.”
He looks at me again. “I think I want to keep this just for us for a little bit longer. Then… we could tell everyone. If you want to?”
A wide smile spreads over my lips, and I squeeze his hand. “Hell yeah.”
My eyes open to the sound and smell of coffee brewing, and soft light spilling down the hallway from the kitchen. I reach a hand out and find the bed next to me empty, and frown.
I reach for my phone on the bedside table and squint against the harsh light from the screen.
5:40 AM.
What. The. Fuck.
