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He’s been on family vacations with us. Sat at our dinner table more nights than I can count. Fallen asleep on my floor, my bed, my couch.

He’s been part of my life since I was eight years old.

And now —

He’s here.

Just seeing him makes the tightness in my chest loosen.

I can breathe again.

I’m not angry.

I don’t think I ever was.

I’m just — relieved.

I open the window.

He slides in like nothing’s changed. Glances around the room quickly, the way he always does — unconscious, like he’s confirming it’s still the same.

It always is.

He smirks.

“Hey, you.”

I stare at him.

“Are you serious?” I whisper. “I haven’t seen you in forever, and all I get is a hey?”

“Well,” he shrugs, like this is all a joke, “I also brought you a surprise.”

My heart stutters.

“What?”

He grins.

“It’s me. Now scoot over.”

• • •

My brain short-circuits.

He hasn’t slept over in a while.

My heart is beating so loud I’m convinced he can hear it.

I move anyway.

Because of course I do.

This probably means nothing to him.

Even if it means everything to me.

• • •