Page 95 of Carnage


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Frank clears the threshold, and Aidan moves. Not toward Frank. Toward me. His hand closes around my arm.

He agreed to this meeting. But agreeing to a thing and standing in the same room as that thing are not the same experience, and I watch him discover that.

"Aidan." I hold his gaze until something in his expression shifts, that particular look where he decides to trust me over every instinct he has. He releases my arm. I step forward.

Matty has pushed back from the table. He's not moving, but his entire body has changed, weight forward, that alertness that doesn't look like alertness unless you know him. Reilan is pale. Aoife has her hand on his arm, and she is watching me across the table the same way she watched me from the kitchen doorway the night I told her about Frank. Steady. Present. Whatever you're about to do, do it.

Frank stands in the doorway, and he looks like Frank has always looked. Older now. Heavier. A man who has been in hiding long enough that scanning a room before entering it has become instinct. His gaze moves over each face in turn and settles on me.

"William."

"Sit down," I say.

He moves toward the table and pulls out a chair, and Aidan makes a sound low in his throat.

"Aidan." I don't raise my voice. "Sit. All of you."

Nobody moves for a moment. Then Matty sits. Reilan pulls Aoife down beside him. Aidan sits last, dropping into his chair slowly, every movement controlled.

Frank settles into his chair like he owns the room.

I stand at the head of the table and look at each of them. The contracts are laid out in front of me, unsigned. Matty, who spent years believing our father chose to die, and has spent the weeks since learning the truth carrying that, too, in ways none of us have named. Aidan, who sat in a clinic car park for six hours at three in the morning because I told him I'd walk if he left, who watched Frank shoot at him in his own home, and had to stand down. Aoife, who walked into this family not knowing what she was walking into, hasn't flinched once. Reilan, who is beginningto understand from the set of everyone's shoulders exactly what kind of room this is.

And Frank, watching me with that expression he has had my entire life. The one that says he already knows where it's all going.

"Frank has been alive for months," I say. "He survived what happened. He went dark because he needed to. He came to me before the house with intelligence that kept people in this room alive. I made him a deal. Shares in the company, an advisory role. That's what the paperwork my lawyers have been drawing up covers. As of today, Frank Murphy is back in the family."

Matty is on his feet before I've finished the sentence.

"No." His voice is flat and final. For Matty, that's a speech.

"Matty."

He doesn't sit back down. He stands with both hands on the table and looks at me, and I hold his gaze the same way I always have, without flinching, because Matty can read a flinch from across a room.

"He warned us," I say. "People are alive in this room because of the information he gave me. That's what this is. That's the only reason he's here."

Matty says nothing. He looks at Frank. Then back at me. Then he sits down, slowly, and I know that's all I'm getting from him, and it's enough.

It's Aidan who speaks next, his voice low and controlled in the way it gets when he's working hard to stay that way. "He would have given that information regardless. Getting back in was the price. You didn't owe him shares for it."

"I know."

Something changes in Aidan's expression. His gaze sharpens and holds on mine for a long moment.

Frank leans back in his chair, and I look at him.

He is comfortable. That is the thing. He is sitting at Aidan's dining table, months after they wrote him off, in a room where every person present has more than one reason to want him dead, and he is comfortable. Hands loose in his lap. Shoulders down. Already past the hard part in his mind and onto whatever comes next. He has always been like this. Since I was eight years old, I have watched Frank walk into rooms that should have destroyed him and walk out the other side, calculating his next move before the door closed behind him.

I walk around the table toward him.

He looks up at me, and there is something almost paternal in it, the shadow of that particular smile he used to give when he thought he was about to say something that would settle a room. "William, I know this has been difficult. But you've made the right decision. The intelligence I gave you kept this family alive. Now we move forward. That's how this works. That's what family is."

I look at him for one second.

Jason at thirteen, running from this man because knowing the truth about his own blood was easier than staying. The scars on Jason's back. Our father's company moving piece by piece into Frank's hands while Edward Murphy understood what was happening and couldn't stop any of it. My father in his office and the rope and the months I spent wondering if he changed his mind at the end, when there was no going back. Nobody telling us the truth because Frank had more to gain from the lie.

Jason in exile. Aidan in a car park at three in the morning. Matty's face the day we told him how our father actually died.