“They’re small,” she mutters, reaching to cover herself with a blanket.
I hold my hand out to stop her. “Don’t hide from me. You’re beautiful, sweetheart.”
“You’re pretty beautiful, too. I mean, hot. You’re hot and handsome.”
“Yeah you’ve told me that once or twice,” I say with a smirk, leaning forward to kiss her.
She wraps her hands around my neck, legs cinched tight on my hips. I stroke her thigh with one hand and gently rest my other around the back of her neck.
Rolling my hips, I rock myself against her heat. “I could stay wrapped up in you forever,” I say, pressing kisses along her collarbone. “You’ll fit around me perfectly, I know it.”
“Will it hurt?”
“The first time, but just for a little while.”
“You’ll really stop if I say?”
“In a heartbeat, baby. In a heartbeat.”
“I’m ready. Show me.”
Her trust is heavier than her weight against me. She doesn’t justwantme, she’schoosing me.
I claim her lips again and lay her back down as I tower over her. Her legs part, and I nestle between the space she gives me.
She watches me intently as I line us up and slip my tip inside her. She suffocates me immediately.
Fuck, she’s tight.
I’m not going to last long at all.
I close my eyes as the sensation of being bare for the first time consumes me. It’s out of this world, and I know it’s only this incredible because it’s Erin.
It’s us.
I thrust in a little more and pause every few seconds, letting her get used to my size.
“Talk to me, Bookworm.”
“You’re so big,” she says, screwing her eyes shut as if the words themselves are too much to handle.
I bite down on the inside of my cheek, wondering if I should tell her I’m not all the way in yet.
I thrust forward a little farther and her eyes pop open, her hand reaching out to capture my wrist.
My body immediately stops moving when I catch the tears filling up her lash line.
Shit. Maybe I really am too big.
“Erin?”
“Keep going,” she whispers, her hand landing on my cheek. “Just go slower.”
“I need you to relax, baby. Just breathe, okay? If it’s too much, tell me and I’ll stop.”
“Okay.”
“Good girl. Eyes on me. Take a deep breath for me.”
