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Cap clicked the unit off so fast the last consonant didn’t get to finish being alive. The silence after the cut had weight. He set the radio down on the table. Put his palm over it like it were a mouth that might talk on its own if he didn’t steady it.

“Not yet,” he said.

My heart went loud. “They’re on the ridge.”

“They were on the ridge when this crossed,” he said. “Old transmission. We don’t lose our day to echoes.” He watched the window again. A muscle in his jaw jumped. “But we don’t gamble it, either.”

He took the radio, wrapped it in the towel he’d dried my hair with, Tucked the bundle under the wood box like he was putting a toddler down for a nap. The gesture should have been ridiculous. It felt like control.

“Help me make this place lie,” he said.

We wiped surfaces that would remember our hands. We turned down one corner of the cot blanket to make it look like someone had gotten up in a rush yesterday. We dragged a line of ash from the stove to the back door. Let it end two steps into the yard where rain would eat it, see, officer, they went that way. We set two mugs on the counter. Left one turned upside down with a wet ring beneath it, like a man who didn’t like company had been talked into it and then changed his mind.

Cap stood in the center of the room and looked at the life we’d faked. “It’ll hold,” he said, and then, softer, “for as long as we need it to.”

The window over the sink gathered a bead of water on the crack and let it fall. Another. The day deepened like it had decided to keep being gray out of spite. I touched the towel where the radio slept. “They said target two.”

He didn’t meet my eyes. “Us,” he said. “Or the truck. Or something they want us to think is us.” He finally looked up. “Either way, it means we’re still teaching them what they don’t know.”

I crossed to him and put my hand flat on his chest to feel the beat I’d learned last night. He pressed his palm over mine and leaned into the touch like a man bracing a door. We stayed like that for the length of a breath we agreed to share.

“Food,” he said, clearing the grief out of his throat like it was smoke. He opened the cabinet next to the stove and found two cans with labels bleached to rumors. Beans in one. Something campy in the other: peaches, if the universe remembered to be kind.

We ate the beans hot. The peaches cold from the can, standing at the sink because chairs felt like invitations to start building a life in a place where someone else had already tried. Juice ran over my knuckles; he caught it with his thumb and licked it like he’d paid for the right. Heat fired through me so fast I had to bite my lip around a laugh.

“You’re impossible,” I said.

“I’m warm,” he said. “The woods can take the rest.”

When we took turns at the stove for more coffee, he made me show him the perimeter from my seat, the way sound traveled under boards, the way line on bark hums when a boot thinks it’s smarter than wire. He watched me listen. “Good,” he said when I got it right. “Again.”

He settled at the window when I tried to argue, I settled with him, our shoulders almost touching, both of us watching that thin slice of world where everything changes first. We talked about nothing important in a way that made it feel like a promise: the old man’s shotgun, the crooked tin rooster, the way the girl had touched it on her way inside like it had always belonged to her.

When the light slipped toward late, he pulled the towel from the wood box and checked the radio one more time. I watched his face when he turned the knob. Static. A pop. Another voice crowded up behind the hiss, different accent, lazy vowels.

“Ridge posts clear, no movement, hold.”

He shut it down again and set it aside like it had tried to bite him and he forgave it.

“Still ‘not yet’?” I asked.

“Still,” he said. His mouth did that almost-smile that had started meaning more than jokes. “But soon.”

We cleaned the tiny mess a day makes. We tied our boots. He checked my laces like a superstition. I checked his bandage like I had paid for the right. At the door, he touched the frame where his palm had hovered when we arrived.

“Sunshine,” I said, because her name had been pacing the cabin the whole time. I didn’t try to wrap a question around it.

“We’re not late,” he said. “We’re right when we need to be.”

Outside, the washers on the line whispered to each other in a breath of wind and then went quiet. My shoulders dropped an inch I hadn’t known they were holding. He lifted the latch and held the door for me.

We stepped into the gray like sinners leaving church, no absolution offered, none taken, but steadier for having confessed something to a room that would remember it.

Behind us, the cabin kept our secrets in a towel under the wood box and a line of ash the rain would erase. Ahead, the trees collected themselves and made a path that wasn’t there if you didn’t want one.

Cap didn’t say ready. He didn’t have to. My body answered anyway. The quiet we’d borrowed folded itself up and tucked itself into my jacket like a letter I meant to keep. The day took us back and the world did its math.

Somewhere out there a man with a level voice marked a map. We marked one too, string, washers, ash, a peach can in the bin turned just so. You could read both plans if you knew the language. Only one of them had room for us to win.

“Left first,” he said. “Then we swing east.”

“Then we go back,” I said.

“Then we go back,” he agreed, and the door closed behind us with a soft click that sounded like a promise keeping score.

“First we take their eyes,” he said, killing the radio.