“Cade, when have you ever known me to say something I wasn’t one hundred percent ready to stand behind?”
“Mmm, never.”
“Then you tell me ifyou’resure about that.”
He stared at me and then glanced over my shoulder. “Might want my leg for that.”
“Nah,” I said, sliding off him to pull my pants off, not having bothered to put on underwear today since I hadn’t left my room save for breakfast and lunch. I grabbed the lube. “You show me all that training wasn’t for nothing, and I’ll take care of the rest.”
His brow rose. “Let’s find out.”
It turned out that all his training was, in fact,notfor nothing. Cade didn’t need both legs to lie over me, my cock in his mouth as he tried to use his mouth with his fingers deep inside me. Not that he needed to be an expert, I loved the feeling of him inside me, and my dick sliding between his lips and tickling the back of his throat until he coughed and was forced to pull back.
I groaned as three fingers pushed into me, spreading apart like I told him, the tips pushing against my prostate and making the next bow of his head, pushing me into his throat make me see stars. I wasn’t surprised when a fourth finger was added; I had told him that short of fisting, he would need to stretch me pretty good to handle him. The process of getting to that point was intense, but it was made easier because I could lie there, knees up, and watch as he steadily gained more confidence in sucking me off while he stretched me open.
“Alright,” I said when I could feel that if he kept going, we were going to have to wait. I wasn’t normally a hair trigger, but between the fact that it wasCadeand the fact that I always got a lot more sensitive when my prostate was involved, I was damn near close to losing control right then and there. “Get on your back and relax.”
“You’re really gonna ride me?” he asked curiously.
“That a problem?” I asked, wondering if not using his leg might make him feel…half a man.
Heat sparked in his gaze. “No.”
I didn’t know why, but I knew that deep, rumbling tone of voice for the intense arousal it was. Grinning, I let him roll over and snatched up the lube as I straddled his thighs to lube him up with a healthy measure that would make it easier to get him in, but not so sloppy that the friction both of us were going to crave would be absent. I kept it on the bed near us just in case before scooching forward so I was straddling his hips.
Reaching behind me, I gripped the base of his cock and held it up, which proved to be a surprisingly difficult task with one hand, and I had to wonder what I was doing, letting something this heavy inside me. Yet even that note of caution wasn’t enough to stop me. I had fantasized about it enough times, both when I figured there was no chance of the fantasy ever coming true, and when I had realized there might be a chance. There was no way I was going to back down now.
There was barely any resistance as I leaned back, the head popping in a moment later, and I paused there, my eyes going wide. His fingers had been enough, but I had tightened up a bit in the time between him prepping me and actually getting him inside me. There was no real pain or burn, but the sensation of just the head inside me was…a lot.
“Walker?” Cade asked softly, worry in his voice.
I looked down to see his hands resting on my thighs as he looked up at me with concern. I winked and eased back, moaning as the first couple of inches slid into me easily, but letting me know I was definitely putting something substantial inside me. It was like that the whole way down, and sometimes I had to stop, like when we got somewhere his fingers hadn’t been able to reach. A toy would have been better for preparing me, but I wasn’t sure what the resort’s policy on sex toys was, and I didn’t think Cade would have appreciated it if I’d asked.
Cade never looked away, concerned as he watched me take my time to fit all of him inside me. By the time I was completely seated, I could feel a thin layer of sweat on my forehead. Which wasn’t even from his dick, but from the way I had to keep holding myself still so I didn’t take too much of him.
“Fuckin’ hell,” he muttered as I tried to catch my breath. “This is?—”
A lot, it was a lot, a whole lot of him deep inside me. I could say with confidence that I had never had anything this deep inside me, let alone another person. I would swear it was possible to press against my stomach and feel the head of his dick, but I wasn’t quite feeling up to finding out. Instead, I sat there and let the feeling wash over me.
“Huge,” I said with a chuckle as I adjusted my legs so I could move.
It was slow and steady at first, just getting used to the feeling of a baseball bat inside me, even though I knew it was nowhere near that big, but nerves were dramatic and I was feeling a little lost in the moment. I braced myself on his chest, no longer needing to hold his cock, and slid my hips up and down. Eventually, I grew bold enough to push myself up with my legs until he was just shy of popping free before sliding down all the way to the root.
“Holy…” I gasped. Sensations I couldn’t even name raced through me as his cock hit not just my prostate, but dragged it along for the ride while the rest of it found places I never knew existed. “God, that’s…yeah.”
“Wait a minute,” he breathed, gripping my thighs. “It’s, uh, been a minute.”
“For me too,” I said with a low chuckle. “God.”
“Well, I meant…it’s been a while since someone took all of it,” he said, and when I gave him a curious look, he laughed shakily. “You’re tellin’ me that Mister Medical Knowledge don’t realize ya can only go so deep in women before ya start knockin’ things that hurt like hell?”
I blinked. “Not exactly my area of expertise, personally or medically.”
“And not too many keen on me goin’ in all the way with anal either,” he said, massaging my thighs. “It’s been…a long time. Christ, that feels amazing. You sure you’re okay? I always got the feelin’ it didn’t work all that well, but they just, uh…went with it.”
“I’m feeling a whole lot of things, but bad isn’t one of them,” I told him. “Just check out your stomach.”
He glanced down and saw the shining mess I had left on his stomach from my cock, which was getting hard all over again now I wasn’t fighting with thirty thousand new sensations. “Ya were soft.”
