But there’s a piece of me that wants this part of him. We are so different but much the same. We share an emptiness that cries to be filled.
He’s going to hurt me.And the fucked-up parts of me rejoice in that. Because it’s better than feeling nothing.
Roman kisses me so fervently that I’m certain he’s going through the same emotional turmoil I am.
Why do I sabotage myself with the softest of kisses from the cruelest men?
I moan as our arms twine around each other. His hair is still a little damp from his shower and feels so smooth as I thread my fingers through it. Our stomachs are pressed together, and his hand is secured tightly around my waist.
He dry humps my pussy, and I swear to God I’ve never been weaker for a man than for one who knows how to dry hump a girl into desperation. His bulge is begging to be released from his pants, and yet he continues to move his hips into me.
Patience is this man’s secret weapon. Or maybe it’s that he really enjoys the ache that comes before you actually give in and fuck. That utter feral-ness that grows until the dam is about to break.
“You like being scared, Briar?” He asks as he rolls us so he’s on top of me, straddling my hips. I swallow drily as he unlatches his belt and gazes down at me like he’s in a daze. “Because I want to fill your cunt and hear you whimper with fear. I want you hopeless.”
My eyes widen, and I can feel the blood drain from my face. At the same time, the ache in my core becomes unbearable. The darkness in him is insatiable, and I want to take a peek inside.
I slowly nod, deep down knowing that it’s the dumbest decision I’ll ever make, because where do you go from here?
14
ROMAN
Briar looksup at me with fear-filled eyes, and it makes my balls swell. Her lips are puffy from our kisses and her cheeks are red with fever.
I smile and move off her so she can turn around. “Put your arms behind your lower back,” I borderline command her. She’s a good girl and obeys me. That needy little cunt is already weeping again, even though she just came all over my face.
Her breathing quickens as I secure her wrists with my belt. I wrap my hand around her pretty throat and squeeze enough to get her pulse racing and to hear those sweet little whimpers that make my cock throb eagerly.
“You’ll never be the same after tonight, Briar,” I confess against her temple, breathing her in and savoring her delicious scent. She shudders and moans at my depraved words.
Fuck. I might never be the same.I swallow as I stare down at her curves. Her pussy is just waiting for me to pound into it and fill her to the brim with my come.
I let her neck go, and she collapses onto the sheets. My pants and briefs are off in a matter of seconds, then I’m fisting my veiny cock in my hand and dipping the precum beading at my tip into her pussy.
Oh, she likes that.I grin as she lightly pushes her ass out for me to give her more than just a taste.
“I’m into raw, and I don’t pull out, baby.” My voice is raspy as I push the tip in. “Are you on the pill, Briar?” I have to brace my hand on her back so I don’t just start rutting into her as hard as I can. She’s so fucking tight that it feels like my dick is getting sucked.
She whimpers and mewls, “No.”
Fuuuck.Breeding is my biggest goddamn kink. I suck in my lower lip and squeeze her ass with one hand while securing her in position by holding the belt at a tight angle.
I’m about to resign and pull out when she glances back at me from over her shoulder and says in the sexiest voice, “But it’s a safe week.”
That’s all I needed to hear to fall just a little bit deeper into the idea of her.
15
BRIAR
Roman’sfat cock is seated completely inside me after one hard thrust. He doesn’t continue to move his hips; instead he bends and bites my shoulder while I adjust to his thickness. My cry is instant, and his dick throbs deep inside me.
He groans and rewards me with a soothing stroke of his tongue over the bite. “You’d let a monster like me scar you, Briar?” His dick feels like it’s getting harder inside me as he reaches down and presses on my stomach, adding pressure there.
I moan into the sheets and wiggle my hips in an attempt to get him to start fucking me and stop teasing so much.
Roman chuckles before his demeanor shifts quickly from slow and patient to aggressive and rough.
