Chapter Ten
When I woke up,I wasn’t sure what time it was. The lamps were still on and music was playing low. Tate’s thick, comforting arms were still surrounding me. I shifted, fully aware of our nakedness now. I was cold, and we were laying on the blanket. I wiggled my hands free and tapped him on the shoulder.
He stirred, but only one part of his body. My body clenched. I couldn’t go again. Not this soon! I scooted my bottom away so as to not be touching his hardness and he groaned.
“Oh, come on. You’re really not ready for another round?” he murmured, his voice still laced with sleep.
“You wore me out. Come on, I’m cold,” I whined. He chuckled but rolled over enough to let me pull the blanket out from under him. I covered him as I got up to turn the lights and music off. I glanced at the bathroom and decided I should probably pee and take a quick wash between my thighs. I felt like I’d been rubbed raw down there.
I crawled back into bed with him and glanced at the clock on my nightstand. It was only two in the morning. That was plenty of time to go back to bed and rest for a few hours.
The moment I was under the covers he pulled me into his warm embrace. I cuddled closer and felt the same, tell-tale sign of his desire. He pressed it against me but didn’t move to do anything else with it. For that, I was grateful.
“Did you like it?” he asked. His voice wasn’t so tired now, but more tender and genuinely interested in my response. I started to turn to face him, but I realized it would be easier to answer if I wasn’t looking at him.
“I don’t know what answer you’re looking for. I’m fully satisfied.”
“The filming,” he clarified. “I can delete it if you want.”
I didn’t say anything for a long moment.
“Did you plan on sharing it with anyone?”
“No, but I wouldn’t mind watching it. You know, for when you’re not around. You get me off more than anything I can find online.”
As bold as the statement was, it warmed my heart hearing that. I snuggled in closer and pulled his arms tighter around me.
“I suppose you can keep it then.”
“What about the other stuff?” he asked. A lump suddenly appeared in my throat. I swallowed it harshly.
“What stuff?” I asked, knowing full well what he was talking about.
“All of it. I was... different. I’ve never been like that with you.”
“And you have with other girls? Spoken like that?”
“Well, yeah. It’s kind of my thing. Do you not want me to do it with you? I won’t if you didn’t like it.”
I thought back to just hours ago. How he talked to me, how he demanded I say and do certain things. I... loved it.
“No, I don’t care if you’ve used it before. I get why. You have an incredibly sexy voice.”
“That’s why I got it insured,” he chuckled. I shifted to look at him.
“Really?”
He laughed.
“No, but I probably should. It is my lively hood. If I ever damage or lose it then I’ll be fucked. One last thing and I’ll let you go back to sleep. What about that last thing I did. With your uh,” he reached down to squeeze my ass. I instantly clenched. “Oh, so that’s a no.”
When I didn’t answer him immediately, he apologized.
“I should have asked before I went there. It was the heat of the moment and I was lost in everything. If that’s a hard no, then I won’t do it again.”
“I’ve never...” I hesitated, trying to word it so it didn’t sound so awkward. “Done anything in that area. With anyone.”
“Oh? Well did you like it with me?”
