“I am scared. You are right, I do have a wall built up, but it’s only there to protect my feelings. I’m not playing games with you. Your wrong about that part,” she finished, and I nodded my head.
“Having a wall built up ain’t fair to me though. I haven’t done shit to make you hesitate when it comes to anything that we got going on. Jazelle calling me shocked me just as much as it shocked you because I haven’t been talking to her. I swear on that. I wouldn’t sit here, look you in your eyes, and lie to you like that. I ain’t trying to make excuses for my actions, but certain shit I gotta learn along the way too. Just like this relationship shit is new to you, bae it’s new to me too. I should have deleted and blocked her number from my phone. I saw the smoke that came with that, and I ain’t trying to relive it, so I know what I gotta do now. I’ll start deleting all the hoes out now, and blocking them,” I said it with a smirk on my face, and she rolled her eyes at that.
I took my hands off the bed, so that I could place them on her ass, and pull her closer to me.
“You was going to leave for real?” I wanted to know.
“Yep. I was in the bathroom, trying to book a flight back home but I didn’t know what the hell I was doing, so that’s why I was going to have someone up front help me out. You know I’m in anger management. That lady told me that when I start feeling like I want to snap, and put my hands on someone, that I need to pick up, and walk away from the situation. That’s all I was doing,” she said, and this time, I pulled one of her moves, rolling my eyes at her ass.
“Man, your lil ass wasn’t going to put your hands on nobody. You tried that shit and I had you pinned against that fuckin wall. I’m not scared of you, love,” I said to her, and she brought her face closer to me.
“I’m not asking you to be scared of me. Tell that bitch she should be scared of me though. If I ever see her out in public, and she has the same energy with me that she just had over the phone with you, calling me out my name, watch I beat her ass.Don’t say that I didn’t warn you,” she threatened, and I knew she was telling the truth.
I saw it in her eyes that her lil ass was telling the truth. I didn’t want that though. I really didn’t want Riot to have to be fighting with a bitch that didn’t mean shit to me.
“You going to fight a bitch that’s not even on the same level as you? I put you in a league of your own. You don’t gain shit by fighting her,” I let her know, and she just waved me off like she wasn’t trying to hear anything that I was saying to her.
She tried to stand up, but I held onto her ass even tighter, not letting her move.
“You talked around the fact that you loved me. I want to hear you actually say it,” I went back to the matter at hand.
“I told you that I feel the same way. That was me telling you that I loved you right there,” she tried to be slick, and talk her way out of it.
“Nah. That ain’t how that fuckin work. Somebody love me, they gotta say that shit. You can express yourself any other fuckin time, so express yourself now, and tell me you love me. After what you just put me through in the last thirty minutes, I deserve some kind of reward for the trouble. Say that shit to me, Riot,” I was on her ass, not going to let her get up until she said it for me.
Like it was other people in the room with us, she had to look around. I could tell that she was nervous as hell to say those three words to me, but she knew that I wasn’t going to let up until she said it.
“I love you,” she said that shit low, and fast as hell.
“Man, say that shit louder, and slow it the fuck down too,” I snapped, and she laughed, groaned, and leaned her head into my chest.
“Doloooooo, I don’t like how you putting me on the spot like that. Certain stuff makes me nervous, and you know that,” she whined.
“Fuck is you nervous for? It’s just me and you in here. Say it again,” I pried her head from my chest, and she looked me in the eyes.
“I love you,” this time, she was louder, and she didn’t say it as fast. I smiled, knowing that I’d got my way.
“I like that. That was better. I love you too, baby,” she melted at that shit. I saw the way her cheeks turned red, and she started smiling.
“We just had our first fight. What do we do now? Pretend that it didn’t happen? I don’t know how this goes, Dominique,” she said, and I chuckled at that.
“This wasn’t our first fight. I been fighting with you since I met you,” I corrected her.
“But like our first fight as a couple. What are we supposed to do now?” she asked me.
“You wanna fuck?” I asked, spitting out the only thing that made sense to me.
“That’s what couples do after a fight?” she asked, genuinely not knowing how this shit worked.
“The toxic ones do,” I expressed, and she laughed, while pushing at my chest.
“I don’t want that for us though. I don’t want to be a toxic couple,” she said, and I stood up with her in my arms, only so that I could put her down on her back.
“We not going to be a toxic couple, baby. We going to get our shit right. We can go talk to the lady if you want to,” I joked, trying to be funny. She caught the joke because she started laughing.
Shit, it was on from there. You would have thought that we were making up from a big ass blow out. The fuckin was insane.I swear I almost took the condom off, but I was going to wait to start fuckin her raw when we were back home in Maimi, and she got the IUD put inside her.
With all the fuck sessions that we’ve been having, Riot was slowly getting the hang of things, learning how to work her pussy muscles, fuck back, and relax. The pussy was so good that I was damn near in tears.
