“Porque ya eres una mujer.”
Because you are a woman now.
The words settle heavy.
And then she starts.
“Cuando era joven… en mis veintes… fui a Valle de Bravo.”
When I was young… in my twenties… I went to Valle de Bravo.
I picture it.
I’ve seen pictures.
A lake.
Mountains.
Rich people’s houses tucked into hills.
Vacation homes.
Beauty.
Money.
“I went with my cousins,” she continues. “We were looking for work. The Americans, they go there… they spend money. I wanted to stay in Mexico,mija.”
Her voice softens.
“It’s my home. My people. My music. I didn’t want the cold. I didn’t want to leave.”
My throat tightens.
“I didn’t know that,” I say quietly.
“No,” she replies. “Because then… I met him.”
Something shifts.
Even through the phone.
Even across miles.
I can feel it.
“He wasn’t Mexican,” she says, her voice dropping into Spanish again. “Era español.”
He was Spanish.
A Spaniard.
My breath catches.
“He was building hotels. Big ones. Expensive. He was… important.”
There’s a pause.