And I would do anything, literally anything to put myself inside her right now.
I am hard in my pants, so hard that it hurts, and I’m shaking from the need to touch her. To feel myself inside her tight, wet warmth. I still remember exactly what it felt like to be inside her. She was both soft and hard, her body holding onto me tightly, milking me as I moved within her. Her soft thighs around my waist, clinging to me as I stared at her in wonder. As I stared at her like she was an angel sent to me by God. Because thiswasheavenly. There was no greater feeling in the world than this.
I groan and rub one hand over the soft skin on her back, the other pulling myself out of my jeans so I can touch myself. Because I won’t fuck her until she says it’s okay, and I can tell she’s too scared to agree to anything right now. And I understand that—of course I do. It’s been a stressful fucking time for both of us, and we’re both dealing with it in our own way.
But I also can’t not touch her at least just a little, and I know she’ll understand that too. Because that’s how we were then and that’s how we are now.
We’re both a little afraid.
And we’re both a little excited.
And we both understand the other.
That’s what makes us so perfect for each other.
I squeeze her ass, my fingers getting too close to the warmth of her slit, and I bet she’s wet for me.But no, Carrie, no. There will be time for that. When you’re feeling more up to it, so just control yourself.
My hand is moving quicker and quicker and I’m grabbing her ass and squeezing. My frantic, heavy breathing betrays me as I groan and come all over her back. I come and come, and I think it will never stop, and Istillwant to put myself inside her. I’m on fire with my lust for her. I thought the flames would be doused if I came, but it’s only made it worse. My body is thrusting against her, wanting to touch and know every part of her. To get to know every new curve of her full-grown woman’s body.
I’ve missed so much, but I won’t miss anything ever again, Carrie. I promise!
I groan and I reach around her, my hand grazing the side of her breast as I come again. AndJesus Christ I’m on fire,I think. And I can’t stop coming, and I bet she can’t wait until we can be together.
When she can touch me and hold me as I take her body over and over.
AndI’m a real man now, not the boy she once knew, and I will make her feel so good—unlike Adam, who probably only cares for himself.
Andshe’ll love me even more for it, more than anyone she’s cared for before.
Andshe’ll tell me she loves me so much.
Andthen she’ll flip me over and let me slide into her tight body, and she’ll smile down at me with lust in her eyes and our bodies connected in the most perfect fucking way.
Andthen she’ll ride us both into oblivion!
