He looks at me with sleepy brown eyes, a slight grin around his beautiful lips. “Are you curious or jealous?”
Um, maybe a little bit of both? Embarrassed, I shrug my shoulders. Louis turns to me and takes my hand, sensing my uncertainty, as he always does. “There’s nothing I miss when I’m with you. Nothing at all. I didn’t miss anything before, and I haven’t missed anything in the last few weeks. We can try anything you want, whatever makes you feel good, but I don’t need anything more than you in my arms.”
Ah, why does he say things like that? I could cry again. I don’t deserve him, not after everything I’ve done to him, but for some reason that is completely beyond me, he loves me. It’s crazy. I blink away two tears, with little success and Louis can see all my emotions well up again. Without warning, he rolls over on top of me, kisses me, and all my self-doubts disappear into thin air.
Neither of us makes a move for more; we have so many kisses to make up for, we don’t need anything else right now. We’re so lost in each other that we both jump when there’s a knock at the door.
“Boys, we’re getting the barbecue started. Do you want to come down, or do you need some more time to yourselves?” We look at each other briefly, but the answer is clear.
“We’re coming!” Louis calls through the closed door and presses his lips to mine once more.
The evening is great. Fun, easygoing, relaxed. Almost like before, except that today I’m allowed to stay. I drink a gin and tonic because I don’t have to drive anymore. It feels so strange that I keep feeling the need to pinch myself, but it’s all true. I’m here, Louis is in my arms, and later I’ll give him a goodnight kiss and cuddle up to him, close my eyes, and sleep.
The goodnight kiss has to wait; Louis has other plans. Hot plans, that make me moan so loud I almost feel a little sorry for Jannis in the room across the hall. But only almost, I don’t really have the capacity to think about anyone other than the beautiful man behind me, who hits my prostate so perfectly with every single thrust that I fly to heaven.
Afterwards, Louis gets his goodnight kiss, gentle and slow, because as much as I love it when he takes me hard, that’s not me. My sounds are quiet, but I know he hears me, and I know he understands me, and that’s what matters.
I wake up to a whisper in my ear and a hand in my ass crack. Ah, fuck, is there a better way to start a day? I highly doubt it.
“Good morning, babe. Did you sleep well?”
“Mmm.” Words are still beyond me, but the tone of my voice alone is enough for Louis to know that I’m in, no matter what he has in store for me. The tone of my voice and probably the fact that I arch my back and press my ass against his hand. I’d prefer fingers, but what isn’t...
“Are you still loose and wet for me?” Wet for sure, because most of the load he sank into me last night is probably still inside. We got tested and luckily condoms are no longer an issue.
“Try it.” I push my ass back a little further to give him perfect access to my hole. I was actually expecting a finger, but when Ifeel Louis’s big cock against my muscle, I tense up briefly, but only very briefly, because I’m so eager to feel him fill me up deep inside. He takes it slow, testing how much I can take without him hurting me, but there is no pain. There is only pure bliss as my hole stretches around his cock, and I feel the familiar sting.
As intense and uninhibited as Louis was yesterday, he’s equally as tender and gentle this morning. Long, deep thrusts, kisses on my shoulder, and his hand around my cock. I lean against his chest, feel his warm skin against mine, every single hair tickling my back.
Yesterday we fucked, hard and intense. Today we make love.
We come together and Louis is still inside me when I open my eyes and look directly into the most panicked face I’ve ever seen.
Luca is rooted to the spot in the doorway. A second later, we hear Jannis speak as he walks towards the door. “Hey, what... oh shit. Get out of there!” The rest is a blur of murmurs behind the door, which Jannis graciously closed behind him after pulling his little brother out of our room. But wow, he spoke. His voice is so much deeper than I thought.
“Fuuuuck!” Louis’s cock is still twitching inside me, and I feel it going limp and finally slipping out. I love this feeling and quickly tense up to keep his cum inside me. I never want to give anything of him away, nothing at all.
My boyfriend presses his face flat against my spine. “You can look; they’re gone.”
“On a scale of one to ten, how embarrassing was that?”
A laugh rises in me. “I’d say about a twenty-five. Especially since we don’t know how long Luca was actually watching. I had my eyes closed, I didn’t notice anything.”
“Me neither. But we didn’t damage him for life, did we? Whywasn’t the door locked anymore?”
Oops, that was probably me. “I went to the bathroom last night and must have forgotten to lock it. Luca is sixteen, I’m sure he knows how sex works, and we didn’t force him to stay and watch.”
There’s a knock at the door. “Can I come in, or are you still indisposed?”
Jannis’s computer voice booms through the door. Louis quickly pulls the blanket over us, then calls his brother in.
“Now that Luca is sitting on Papa’s lap crying, it’s my job to get you for breakfast. It would be cool if you didn’t traumatize me too.”
I find it hard to read Jannis because I’m missing the natural tone of his voice. He also has a poker face that would put any professional player to shame. But Louis bursts out laughing and thanks him. “We’ll be right there.”
Nothing has changed; breakfast at the Delfosse house is still a fun and noisy affair. No morning grouches here.
“Do you have any plans for semester break?” Philipp and Adrien look back and forth between us eagerly. Louis looks at me questioningly, and I look at him, and we both shrug our shoulders and laugh.
