Page 111 of Cruel Vows


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Midmorning, Michael appeared in my office doorway with a stack of reports.

“Good morning.”He smiled, that warm, familiar smile I had known for years.The same smile he had worn when he helped me navigate my father’s final months, when he stayed late to review contracts I did not understand, when he brought me coffee during the long nights when I thought I would lose everything.“I have the post-gala numbers.We exceeded projections by twelve percent.”

“That’s amazing.”I took the reports, flipping through them.The numbers were excellent.Everything was running smoothly, had been running smoothly for weeks now.“Any issues from the event?”

“Nothing major.A few noise complaints, one broken vase in the east wing, but housekeeping handled it.”He smiled.“You seem happy today.”

“I am happy,” I said.And I meant it.

Michael’s smile widened.“I’m glad.You deserve it, Lena.After everything you’ve been through this year.”He set another stack of papers on my desk, his movements careful and precise as always.“These are the proposals for the fall festival.No rush, but when you have a chance to review them…”

“I’ll look at them this afternoon.”

“Perfect.”He paused at the door, turning back.His expression was warm, earnest, the look of a man who cared deeply about his work and the people he worked with.“I’m not going anywhere, you know.This hotel is my home too.Whatever you need, I’m here.”

“Thank you, Michael.”The words came easily.He had been a steady presence through everything, from my father’s illness to the takeover threat to this strange marriage.I trusted him completely.

He nodded and left, and I turned back to my reports.

Around noon, Sophie cornered me in the hallway.

“Okay, spill.”She crossed her arms, grinning.“You’re glowing.Actually glowing.Did he finally admit he’s hopelessly in love with you?”

I touched the collar at my throat, then the place on my shoulder where the bite lay hidden under my dress.The fabric brushed against the tender skin, and the claiming bite pulsed with distant awareness from Raphael, somewhere on the other side of the hotel.He knew I had touched it.

“He did,” I said.

“I knew it.”She pulled me into a hug, squeezing tight.“I could see it from the beginning, you know.The way he looked at you.Like you were the only person in the room.”She pulled back, examining my face with the sharp eyes of someone who had known me for years.“And the way you look now.Your mother used to glow like this.”

The mention of my mother made my chest tight.I had so few memories of her, just fragments and impressions, the smell of her perfume and the sound of her laughter.“She did?”

“When your father was still trying to win her over.Before everything got complicated.”Sophie’s eyes were soft with memory.“She had that same glow.Like she had swallowed sunshine.Like nothing in the world could touch her happiness.”She squeezed my hand.“You deserve this, Lena.Whatever else happens, remember that.You deserve to be happy.”

I wanted to believe her.I wanted to believe I could be like my mother in this one good way, glowing with love, safe in the arms of a man who would do anything to protect me.

Back in my office, my phone buzzed.Clara’s name on the screen.

I answered, bracing myself.

“So?”Her voice was sharp with anticipation.“Did you do it?Did you give him the speech?”

“No.”

Silence stretched between us.I could picture Clara’s expression, the sharp calculation behind her eyes, trying to determine if I had lost my nerve or made a choice.

“What happened?”

“He defied the Pakhan for me.”The words still felt unreal, even now.“At the gala.The Pakhan wanted my father’s blackmail files, and Raphael refused.He chose me over his pack, Clara.Over everything he’s spent fifteen years building.”

Another silence.Longer this time.

“So what now?”Clara’s voice had softened, the sharp edge replaced by something gentler.

“I couldn’t say those things to him anymore.I’m not sure they’re true.”I touched the place on my shoulder where the bite mark lay hidden.“I’m not sure they were ever true.”

“Then don’t say them.”Clara’s tone shifted, the cautious advisor giving way to the cousin who had held my hand at my mother’s funeral.“I wanted you to protect yourself, Lena.Not become him.If this is real, if what you feel is real…” She paused.“That’s not weakness.That’s you choosing something for yourself.Finally.”

The words loosened a knot I hadn’t known I was carrying.