I tugged her with me as I took a step back, elongating her body and giving me more room to fuck her like I wanted.
I moved in and out, slowly at first, loving how tight and familiar she felt. My fingers dug into her hips as her head dropped, her hair spilling around her shoulders.
“You walked away without a word,” I grunted as my hips picked up pace. “I couldn’t find you, Hana. I couldn’t fucking find you.” Sweat dripped down my spine as I let frustration control my body. “I thought you were hurt.” I folded over her, my cock sliding in and out of her as I wrapped my hand around her throat. “I thought you were dead.”
She gasped as I tightened my grip, restricting her airway, loving the gush of her arousal that flooded my shaft.
“Not yours to protect,” she husked out as her hand came behind me, her nails digging into my arse as she pulled me harder against her.
“Yes, you are. Are you in danger?”
She huffed out a laugh. “From you, maybe.”
“Never,” I said as I slammed into her. “Never. Never.” Each word was punctuated by my cock thrusting. I was so close, my balls tightened, my eyes rolling back into my head as pleasure dampened my anger at her walking away, but I needed to see her. I needed more.
I pulled out, causing her to whimper, but within seconds, I’d spun her around, standing on her leggings so when I picked her up and turned us to face the wall, they came off, allowing her to wrap her legs around my waist.
Her arms circled my neck, and her back hit the wall. She was so wet, my cock slipped back in easily, my head falling to the crook of her neck as her body quivered on the edge of her orgasm.
“I love you.” The words left my mouth without my permission, but the rush of relief of saying it after all this time was almost as good as the sound of her orgasm as she came loudly. “I love you so fucking much. I can’t lose you. Don’t dothat to me again.” My hips picked up pace as I let go of the final shred of my restraint.
Hana cupped my cheek, lifting my face until I was looking directly at her. I wondered if she would say it back, but the words never came. Instead, she lowered her lips to mine, kissing me with such passion that emotion clogged my throat and the need to come became too much. My orgasm started in my balls and spread through my body like rays of the sun spearing the darkness at dawn, setting off every nerve under my skin in a wave of pleasure unlike anything I’d ever felt as I filled her with my cum.
I eased out of her, my legs wobbly from the orgasm and concussion, but I didn’t care. It was worth it to feel her like that again.
Hana didn’t speak, her back to me as she pulled her clothes on. My cock was barely tucked away when she turned, edging her knuckles over my temple and down my cheek.
“I’m sorry, psycho. For everything.” She sounded so sad.
I shook my head, trying to mask my confusion, unsure what she was apologising for, but then she walked past me to the diner door, the streetlamp illuminating her beautiful face.
She unlocked the door, holding it open. “Sunflower.”
“What?” I replied, a feeling of dread dampening the pleasure still humming through me.
“You said if I used my safe word, everything we were doing would stop.”
I opened my mouth to speak, but nothing came out as my heart turned to dust beneath my ribs.
“Sunflower,” she repeated. “Goodbye, Roman. And I really am sorry. For everything.”
My feet moved without my permission until I was standing outside in the cold, and Hana closed the door behind me,the click of the lock louder than any gunshot, and way more devastating.
36
HANA
“Hhummm,”I said, not sure what Amber had just said because my eyes were too busy fixed on the news alert that had just appeared on my phone screen.
Long-serving police commissioner murdered in carjacking
I didn’t feelfear very often, but the news sent my skin prickling with a sick sensation that I couldn’t let myself think too much about, because if I did, I’d fall apart, and now was not the time to do that. Not only would Amber and Jarrid question why I was losing my shit, but also, if I was right, my life was about to get a whole heap more complicated than it was already, and I needed my wits about me.
“You’re still not listening. Are you okay?” Amber asked, the concern clear in her tone. I swallowed hard, giving her my full attention.
“Sorry. Miles away. What were you saying?”
I put down my phone and picked up my coffee. It was cold, but holding the mug gave me something to do with my hands.
