“I love your big dick,” I whisper, feeling embarrassed but wild with how much I love it.
“Louder. Say it again.” He strokes in hard as punishment but stops, buried in me. “Say it, Nika.”
“I love your big dick!” Fuck, it’s filthy. I can’t believe I’m actually saying this, but it sends a spike of desire rolling down my spine.
“That’s right, baby.” He strokes into me again, going faster, filling me to the brim and driving me right to the edge. He’s dominating me, controlling me. “You’re my filthy girl, aren’t you? You’ve been so needy, waiting for my big cock to fuck you nice and deep. God, you’re so wet for me, you’re dripping down my shaft. What a filthy slut.”
“Keep going,” I plead, barely holding on. He fucks me harder, cock driving into me. It hurts, and it feels good, and when he reaches around my hips to stroke my clit it’s like my entire world winnows down to this moment. “Oh my god I’m so close.”
“Who said you could come? Did I tell you to come, my little slut? You have to beg for it.”
“Please, Gabe, oh my god.”
He pulls his cock out. I gasp in alarm as he turns me around, fisting his wet dick. “Lick yourself off me. Clean my cock and maybe then, if you do a good job, I’ll let you finish.”
“Gabe!”
“Open your mouth, filthy girl.” His eyes blaze at me and I can’t help it. I do as I’m told and let him bury his dick between my lips. I suck him, licking, drooling and swallowing as much as I can, desperate to do a good job so he’ll give me what I need. He groans, gripping my hair, thrusting into my lips, and Itaste myself on his shaft. It tastes shockingly good. I feel alive, dripping, tensing, and he growls, eyes rolling back. He pulls me off his dick. “God damn it, I nearly finished right down your throat. I have no control with you, Nika.”
He pins me on my back and spreads my legs. He kisses me, drowning me with his tongue, and his cock slides inside deep. I gasp at how easily he fits and it feels so fucking good when he fucks me. The pain’s gone now. I didn’t even know it could feel like this as he holds my hands above my head, sucks my nipples, biting them, fucking me, filling me, praising me as he does it, telling me I feel like heaven and he can barely hold himself back, he wants to finish between my legs, and my back arches and my eyes roll back, and I beg his name as my triggers pull and I come apart at the seams.
I come for him. I come so hard my vision tunnels. He thrusts faster, growling and I feel him stiffen, I feel his warmth fill me, but I’m too busy breaking, coming like I’m going to lose my mind. We end together in a gasping messy grind, until I’m panting for breath as he’s still inside of me, letting out a soft moan of happiness.
“Fuck, baby,” he whispers, kissing me gently. He rolls onto his side, still in me, and pulls me against his chest, holding me tight. “God, I needed that so badly. I needed you.”
“I needed you too.” I grin stupidly, but there’s a voice whispering in the back of my head. I want to ignore it, but it’s hard. “Did I, um, say anything weird? During that?”
“What do you mean?” He frowns. His gaze is heavy-lidded.
I should shut my mouth. This is stupid. But all the insecure voices hiding in the dark corners of my mind keep chatteringaway louder and louder. “Did I, you know, say anything weird? Like, embarrassing? God this is so stupid?—“
He pulls back and looks me in the face. “No. Not at all.”
My cheeks are burning. I’m mortified, but I don’t know. I’ve never done this before and I feel like I have to ask. “Not even… you know… the slut stuff?”
“Nika, no, not at all. God, I nearly fucking came the moment you said that. You have no idea how hot that was.”
“Really?”
“I mean it.” He leans down and kisses me. “There’s no shame in this bed. You want something, you get it. What feels right is right. That’s all.”
I bury my face in his chest. I believe him, that’s the worst part. He’ll do anything for me, no matter what, and I love it. I love how badly he wants me.
“I… have to get used to this,” I mumble, feeling ridiculous.
He kisses the top of my head. “You will, trust me. We’ll go slow if you want. We’ll go filthy, fast, and dirty if you’d rather.”
I laugh, squeezing him hard. “You probably want the second one, don’t you?”
“Absolutely. There are a million things I want to do to you.”
“Like… what?”
“Like for starters, I want to spank you while you suck my cock.”
My eyebrows raise and I peek at him. “Oh… really? I bet you do.”
“I want to make you ride me. I want to get you right to the edge of coming… and take it away. Over and over again. Until you’re begging.”
