There was a plug on the bed beside the blindfold when I walked in. This one was bigger than the usual ones he left for me.Of course.
It took longer to prepare myself for it, and I was conscious of every minute, every second, knowing that the Shadow was waiting just outside the door for me to call her. It also meant I had to bite my lip extra hard to stop myself from making any sounds. I knew she’d probably heard worse, but she was about to see enough of me. I didn’t need to add this to it.
Once the plug popped in, I took a moment to breathe, trying to will my dick to calm down. It didn’t listen to me, and I groaned internally.It’s fine. She probably sees so many naked bodies all the time it’s clinical at this point. Just a job.
“I’m ready,” I called out, not nearly as loud as I’d intended to.
She still heard me, opening the door to step into the room and close it behind her. “What restraints did you have in mind?”
I swallowed heavily. “I need… to not be able to move or touch him. Something where he can… access everythin’.”
She nodded slowly. “This will give your partner a lot of control and power while you’re in a very vulnerable state. We, of course, have screened all our clients extensively before offering membership; however, you need to be sure you have complete trust in him for this.”
I nodded. “I do.”
“Alright then.”
She ran me through a few of the options I could go with, and I decided on what seemed like the best one to give H access to all of me.
Padded leather cuffs were fitted around my wrists, secured to each other with a short chain that had a small remote hanging from the center.
“This is in case of emergency. Just push this button if you require assistance, and we’ll be with you right away. It’ll be within reach once I secure the suspension chain.”
I nodded. I’d been honest when I said I trusted H, but I made a mental note of it anyway.
Matching black leather cuffs were fitted around my ankles, snug but not tight enough to cut off circulation, a spreader bar between them forcing my legs into a wide stance. I tried my best to ignore how naked I was in front of her, and she acted as if I wasn’t.
“Feeling comfortable?” she asked, and I nodded even thoughcomfortablewasn’t exactly the word I’d have used. “Happy for me to raise the chain up now?” I nodded again.
She hooked me up to the ceiling chain, and adjusted the length so that my arms were comfortably raised above my head.
“Check that you can grab the call button,” she instructed, and I did as asked, my fingers catching it and bringing it into my hand. “Good. Is there anything else I can assist you with this evening?”
“Um… yeah, the… blindfold on the bed.”
“Of course.”
She secured it in place, blocking out my sight, and my heart picked up speed. The blindfold was familiar. The blindfold meant he would be with me.
“If you need anything?”
“I’ll press the button.”
“Have a pleasant evening, sir.”
The door clicked softly, and then I was alone, chained and exposed with a plug in my ass. Fuck, this better not have been a mistake. It’d be pretty fucking embarrassing if H decided hewanted nothing to do with this and I had to call someone in to get me down.
Maybe I’d arrived too early, or maybe time just seemed to pass slower with so much anticipation. Either way, I was pretty sure I’d been here far longer than I’d waited for him previously.
I wasn’t uncomfortable physically, but I was hyperaware of being so exposed. I had the call button if I needed it. It was the only thing that kept me from being completely powerless.
I’dchosento surrender my power. To give it all to him. H could do anything he wanted to me, my body entirely in his hands. If he chose to touch me. Maybe he’d still just use toys.
I think that would hurt.
All too late, I realized I wouldn’t be able to do this if H rejected me when I offered him everything.
Breathe.
