“Sure.” Oh, maybe I should’ve asked what he meant by that. “Um, we’ll come back to that if I get a third date.”
His giggle wasn’t helpful but it gave me a push to keep moving toward the car. “You’re going to have so much fun.”
I hoped so but it would’ve been easier if I had a clearer picture about what that fun would look like. But before I could worry about that too much, Leonardo stepped out of the SUV and stood beside the driver’s side door. “Do you have any questions for me, boy?”
Why that word was starting to make me hard?
“I probably do but my brain is going in circles so fast I’m having a hard time catching them.” Being honest never worked out well in the past, but Leonardo nodded and didn’t look angry as I tested the waters. “I’m…I’m mostly focused on being calm and not being annoying.”
Hmm…still didn’t make him upset.
“Then let’s slow down your brain and see if we can make you feel more grounded at the very least.” He just made theannouncement and started walking around the front of the vehicle like he knew exactly what he was doing.
It was actually kind of nice.
He didn’t even ask me stupid questions like what would make me feel better. He just came right up to me and kissed my forehead. “All you have to do is remember your safewords and tell me if we do something that makes you bad uncomfortable.”
Safewords.
Bad uncomfortable.
“Because…because we might do stuff that makes me uncomfortable but it’s not always a bad thing.” I’d read about that. “Sometimes uncomfortable isn’t something we’ll be trying to avoid.”
“That’s right.” Leonardo nodded at Emerson as he bounced over to his Owner’s car, but my Owner stayed focused on me. “We’ll just approach each situation as a learning experience. Those are good because they’ll show me the best way to play with my pretty doll.”
He wanted to play with me.
“I was good. I get an orgasm.” Yes. I was going to focus on that part. “And…and you’re going to make the decisions.”
“Yes. Because you find that to be stressful and I think you’ll find it arousing once you get to experience it more.” Owner stroked my head, looking pleased about something. “I’m going to have fun playing with you, boy.”
I really hoped so.
Swallowing hard didn’t help me get the words out, though. Either the lump in my throat or the bulge in my pants wereholding them back, but it might’ve been both. I managed to nod but that was all I could do.
He just kissed my head again. “Let’s go play, pretty boy.”
He wasn’t upset and hadn’t called me stupid.
Wow.
He didn’t need my input either, which was nice, because he led me over to the rear passenger seat and opened the door. “I’m going to take very good care of my boy, doll or not, and you just have to obey or safeword to be a good boy.”
I could be a good boy…I just had to do what he said or safeword.
Two options were much better than the countless ones that everyone else wanted me to make, but as he opened the door, I realized why there were only two options.
He had a car seat.
Chapter 4
Leonardo
Well, my boy’s stillness was a sign his brain had either shut down or gone into overdrive, but it wasn’t a safeword or obvious fear. Taking everything he’d said at dinner into consideration, I ran my hand over his head and didn’t make assumptions about what he was feeling.
“I find your inexperience erotic and I like control in a variety of ways. The fact that you’ve never done this before is making me incredibly hard and knowing you’re going to feel helpless for me is making it even better.” Stroking my hand down his back, I gave his bottom a pat that nudged him to start moving. “Let me see my sexy, helpless boy.”
“Sexy.” Nodding slowly, probably in response to whatever he was thinking, my boy raised one foot and stepped into the back of the SUV. “Just submit and find my limits.”
