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THREXIAN
The ruins of Briarthorn smell like the aftermath of war. It is a scent I know well, one that has followed me across battlefields older than the kingdom that built this fragile village beside the marsh. I have walked through cities reduced to blackened stone and fields littered with the dead after diabolic armies tore through them like storms of living flame. I have watched fortresses crumble beneath the fury of demons and angels alike while mortals screamed and ran through smoke-choked streets much like these. War is not unfamiliar to me, and the sight of destruction rarely surprises a creature forged for wrath. Yet familiarity does not make the devastation easier to witness. Experience merely teaches one how thoroughly ruin can erase the quiet lives that once existed beneath ordinary roofs.
Smoke still coils lazily upward from the charred bones of buildings that once sheltered families and laughter and ordinary human lives. The village square, which only days ago carried the quiet rhythm of markets and gossip and simple routines, now lies buried beneath ash and collapsed timber. The hellfire that tore through it during the night has retreated, leaving behind destruction that stretches as far as the eye can see.
Through the bond I feel Elowen standing somewhere behind me in the square.
Her emotions no longer surge with the turbulent intensity that fueled the inferno. The storm inside her has burned itself down to something quieter and far more dangerous. A hollow silence sits where fear once lived, heavy and unmoving like deep water beneath ice. Through the bond that silence presses against my mind with unbearable clarity, and within it I feel the weight of her pain.
The bond does not merely allow me to sense her emotions. It makes them impossible to escape.
Her grief moves through the connection like slow poison. Her guilt spreads through it in quiet waves that tighten something deep inside my chest with every passing moment. And beneath all of it lies a single truth that cuts deeper than any blade ever forged in the hellish realms.
This suffering exists because of me.
If I had never stepped into her life, she would still be the quiet healer who walked these streets with baskets of herbs and gentle patience. She would still belong to this place. The villagers would greet her with gratitude rather than recoil from her shadow. The bond between us ties her fate to a creature born from wrath, and now the destruction surrounding us stands as proof of what that connection has cost her.
I have endured centuries of violence without regret.
But feeling my mate break beneath the weight of something I helped unleash is a pain unlike anything I have known.
The villagers remain gathered near the surviving stone walls of the chapel, watching us from a distance that is both cautious and deliberate.
Their fear rolls like a cold wind across the burned square. Mortals believe demons feed on terror. In truth, the emotion itself holds little appeal to my kind unless it leads to somethingmore useful. Fear makes people reckless. Fear makes them violent. Fear makes them reach for weapons they cannot hope to wield against creatures like me.
Yet the fear in these villagers carries none of that reckless defiance. It is quieter. Heavier. The kind of fear reserved for something that has already proven it can destroy everything they possess.
Several of them instinctively step farther back as I move through the ash, their boots scraping softly against the burned ground. A man pulls his young daughter behind him without breaking eye contact with me, as though shielding her from a storm he knows he cannot stop if it returns.
Others refuse to look at me at all. Their eyes remain fixed on Elowen.
The woman they once trusted to heal their wounds now stands in the center of the devastation that consumed their homes, and they watch her with the same fragile tension people show toward a spark drifting too close to dry timber.
I feel the moment she notices their expressions. The numbness inside her shifts slightly. A deeper ache rises beneath it. Guilt sharp enough to bruise the connection between us.
My hands curl slowly at my sides.
The urge to shield her from their fear surges through me, a reflex born from the same ancient protective drive that nearly burned this entire village to the ground when they tried to bind her.
But shielding her now would only confirm what they already believe. That she belongs to the demon standing beside her. That the fire follows us both.
So I let them stare. Let them whisper. Let them believe whatever explanation allows them to survive the truth of what happened here.
Because the only thing that matters now is the woman standing a few steps near me, carrying the weight of an entire village’s ruin inside her chest.
I begin to understand that protecting her may require something far more difficult than unleashing my wrath. It may require letting her go.
The villagers flinch when my wings shift slightly behind me, the faint diabolic glow along their edges reminding them too clearly of what happened during the night.
What surprises me is that Elowen does not move away. She is watching me carefully as I stop several paces in front of her.
For a long moment neither of us say anything. The weight of what happened presses down on the space between us like a physical force, thick and suffocating as the smoke still lingering in the morning air. I feel her grief through the bond as clearly as my own heartbeat, and the realization settles with quiet certainty inside my mind.
I cannot keep hurting her like this.
The decision forms slowly, yet once it takes shape there is no hesitation left in it. I lower myself to one knee before her in the ash.
