He makes quick work of my shirt and bra, kissing along my breasts. I let out a moan and arch into him. No more being shy. No more hiding myself away. Will makes me feel seen so I’m going to be seen.
His lips wrap around my nipple, licking and flicking it. A flush of arousal hits me between my legs and I press them together to help with the friction. Never in my life have I felt this alive.
Will locks his eyes with mine as he kisses down my body. When his lips brush over my stomach, I suck in a breath at how much it tickles. He smirks, making me blush. The way he smiles only makes his face more handsome. It only makes me care for him more when I know I shouldn’t.
I let out a gasp when his hands rip my pants down, leaving me in nothing but my underwear.
“You’re so fucking sexy,” he growls as his hands find the waistband of my panties. I arch my hips, trying to get closer to him. Slowly, he brings my underwear down my legs, running his hands along each of my calves as he does it.
Another flare of arousal hits me, soaking my inner thighs. Will parts my legs and gazes down at me.
“I get to be the first man to touch you,” he comments, sounding in awe. “I don’t deserve you.”
“No, you don’t. But I don’t care about that. You put your life on the line to save me. That means something.”
He leans down and kisses my stomach before moving lower. When his face is between my thighs, I moan. His lips find my nub, suckling it and flicking it and pleasuring it. My hips arch up to meet his mouth. Never in my life did I think I’d let a hitman put his mouth on me this way but here I am. Maybe because Will is someone I have no future with, I am allowing myself to get lost in him.
Though, I do wish we had a future together. I have to find a way to make it happen.
But for right now I just want to get lost in his arms.
He licks me harder and harder. I can’t stop sighing and moaning and gasping. The pleasure is too intense. Too much. I feel lightheaded, like I’m going to pass out from the excitement of it all.
It’s too much, too much, too much…
“Will,” I gasp out when his tongue finds my entrance. He pushes it inside. The sensation of his soft tongue inside of me is more than I can handle. Another pulse of arousal hits me. Wetness seeps out of my body and I try not to feel self-conscious knowing that Will’s face is right there. He lets out a low growl, telling me that he’s not bothered by what my body is doing. It helps me relax into the mattress.
His tongue pulls out of me and finds my clit again. He licks it over and over and over, getting me closer to my edge with every flick of his tongue. I can’t hold back any longer.
My legs clamp around his head as my orgasm hits me. He grips my thighs with all his strength, making me come even harder.
“Will,” I moan. He smirks as he kisses back up my body. When his lips find mine, I can taste myself on him.
“I could eat you out forever,” he says darkly against my lips, sending more heat through my body.
He stands up and strips his clothes off. The sight of his naked body is just as sexy as I remember. But this time when my eyes find his length, I know he’s going to put it inside of me and I’m ready. I’m scared but ready.
He grabs a condom from his wallet and slips it on before lowering his body on top of mine. Will grabs my legs and hoists them around his waist.
“Are you ready for me, baby?”
I can only nod. Words have escaped me at this point. I’m really doing this. I’m finally letting myself experience life to the fullest.
Will steadies my hips before he thrusts forward, entering me. He’s slow to start as he sinks deeper. There’s the smallest bit of pain before it’s replaced with pleasure. My body opens up for him. Accepting him. Accepting this.
Because I know it’s right. That’s the scariest feeling I’ve ever had. Knowing that I feel so good with Will and knowing that I most likely won’t get to be with him forever. It’s heartbreakingbut I push those fears from my mind. Right now, I just want to be in the moment with him.
He settles all the way inside of me as he lets out a groan. Seeing the vulnerability on Will’s face makes me feel closer to him. He’s in this moment right along with me. Two people who found each other in an unlikely situation.
“Gianna,” he sighs before kissing me. It helps ease my body even more.
Soon, he begins rocking his hips back and forth. It doesn’t take me long to match his pace. Sex isn’t hard to figure out. It just… is.
Our bodies move as one, finding our perfect rhythm.
Will grips my thighs and brings them higher around his waist as he thrusts into me. A choked gasp escapes my lips. The pleasure is too much. I feel like I’m barely hanging on.
“God, Gianna,” he groans, thrusting into me harder. The firmness of it lights me on fire. It’s just what I need. Will is being gentle but there’s a darkness to his touch that excites me.
