“Like our kiss in the rain.”
His loving gaze reached the darkest part of my heart. “Even better, if that’s possible.”
After dinner, we got comfortable on the sofas and started a movie. When he sat back, I put my arm around him and pulled him into my side. Rather than look at me, he kept his eyes on the screen. I stared at the side of his face until he had no choice but to acknowledge me. “Can I help you with something, sweetheart?”
My heart pounded in my ears as I reached for his hand. Placing it on my full erection, I answered his question. “Feel this? This is how I stay when I’m with you. You can help me with this.”
Thomas held my stare and reached for my hand. He mirrored my move and placed my hand on his equally hard erection. Wrapping my fingers around as much as I could through his pants, he took a deep breath. “This is what you do to me.”
Crashing my mouth to his, I let my desire and need do the talking. Our tongues sought control as I rubbed him as he rubbed me. It wouldn’t take much more before I lost control if we didn’t make a change. As much as I didn’t want to stop, I found the strength to pull back and slipped to the floor in front of him.
Reaching for his belt, I kept my eyes on his as I kneeled in front of him. Tommy’s chest rose and fell with labored breaths as my own did gymnastics. “Can I suck you off?”
With molten heat in his eyes, he ran his hands through my hair and gripped my head. “Take me out.”
My eyes flared, and I wasted no time. I unbuttoned and unzipped in record time. When I had him out, I inspected his beautiful cock. It was long and thick, and fit my hand perfectly. Looking up into his eyes, I licked across the head, making him gasp. I wanted more of that. Swirling my tongue around the top, he held on to my hair, tugging me closer. “I need your mouth on me, sweetheart.”
“Just so you know, I’ve never done this before. So if it doesn’t go well…”
He sat up from his reclined position and kissed me hard before pulling back. “I could cum just from you breathing on it, so you will never disappoint me. So get that shit out of your head.”
I believed him. I wanted to please him in every way imaginable, to keep the smile on his face, and for him to never stop looking at me like that.
My eyes filled with emotion as my reality struck me. “There’s no going back.”
He leaned forward and kissed me again as I squeezed his cock. “Never.”
Wrapping my lips around the head, I sucked it like a lollipop. Thomas groaned and tightened his grip in my hair. Why did I love this so much?
Working to elicit more sounds from him, I took him further into my throat as my eyes watered. I focused on giving him everything I’d ever enjoyed and took him as deep as I could without gagging.
“Mason… Sweetheart…You need to stop if…” he trailed off as his grip tightened in my hair. Wild horses couldn’t make me stop, so I summoned every ounce of self-control when Tommy lost his. I looked up just as he sucked in a deep breath and threw his head back onto the sofa. The tendons in his neck flexed as his eyes closed, taking his pleasure from my mouth.
I kept after him until he opened his eyes. The heat was back when he leaned forward, put his hands on my shoulders, and pushed me onto my back, careful not to hit the firepit. I landed on my elbows as he crawled over me, dick out, to take my mouth. I closed my eyes and surrendered to the kiss as Tommy tasted himself on my tongue. Just when I thought I might lose it, he pulled back. “Move back, sweetheart, and give me some room to work.”
I obeyed without hesitation, scooting back on the floor as he reached up and tossed me a couple of pillows. “Tuck this behind your head, and relax.”
Nodding, I did as he asked, knowing full well I was on fourth-and-goal. He went to work on my pants in another feat of speed as the cool evening air hit the tip of my wet cock. The contrasting sensations against my otherwise heated skin sent a shiver through my body. Of course, he noticed. “I, too, have never done this before. So if I’m terrible at it…”
I grinned and gave his words right back to him. “You’ll never disappoint me. I love…” Oh shit. I almost said it during the middle of sex. Thinking as fast as my addled brain would work, I said, “I love everything you do.”
Tommy’s eyes were heavy, knowing exactly what I was going to say. “I love everything too.” I watched in awe as the man I loved took me into his mouth and literally blew my mind. For someone who’d never given head, it was perfection as I lasted maybe three seconds. He pulled back and placed a sweet kiss on my tip, making me shiver. When he caught my eye, he lay acrossmy body. Both of our cocks were exposed to the night air, but neither of us seemed to mind. “How old are you again?”
I laughed as I wrapped my arms around him. “Twenty-eight.”
“Hmm,” he said, settling inches from my face. He raked his hand through my hair as I stared into his eyes. I was so gone for him that I was afraid to open my mouth. But he wasn’t. “Was that okay, sweetheart?”
I skated my hands up his back to his shoulders. “The only thing that would have made it better was to be skin to skin. I crave that closeness with you.”
Tommy’s eyes melted me again. “Next time, sweetheart. I’ll give you everything you want.”
Lowering his mouth to mine, he stopped right before our lips touched. “I haven’t allowed myself to feel this way about anyone since Vanessa. Haven’t wanted to. But I’m all in with you. No holding back.”
I grinned at him as I rolled him to his back in the cramped space. Settling on him, I looked down into his eyes. “You’re the only person I’ve ever wanted to be with every minute of every day. You make me feel like I matter in this world, and you’re all I want.” I wanted to be the first one to say it. “I love you, Tommy. I think I have since that night in Sacramento. I needed you then as a friend, now I need you as my everything.”
He cupped my face with his hands. “I’m yours, Mason. For as long as you’ll have me.”
Forever would never be long enough.
