The wet heat of Harvey’s mouth made it impossible to think. All I could do wasfeel, the slick pressure, the clever tongue, the contented humming around me, low, happy noises as Harvey went back to work in earnest.
I was already so close, and I knew it hadn’t been all that long, but I couldn’t bring myself to care.
My orgasm hit like a baseball bat to the back of the skull, vision whiting out a moment as I gripped Harvey’s shoulder tight enough to bruise. I was distantly aware that it might’ve been polite to warn him, but I thought he’d figured it out anyway.
Judging by the way he was swallowing around me, he didn’t really mind me coming down his throat.
The ringing in my ears was probably why I didn’t hear the door swinging open.
“Oh for the love of—” Dante said, the door slamming shut before he’d even finished the sentence. “Again?”
21
Harvey
“Wow,Seth wasnotkidding when he said you’d look good in that suit,” Iggy said, passing me a cup of coffee as I walked into the warm morning light of the kitchen.
He was still in his underwear after a quick shower, and I couldn’t stop myself from swooping in for a kiss and the chance to run my fingers over his clean skin, smooth and inviting.
Iggy felt so good in the morning, warm and relaxed and scented with the herbal shampoo he used and his coffee, rich and dark. His hair was all out of place, flyaway strands glowing in the sun like a halo around him.
And he was sleepy and pliant and didn’t mind being kissed until he ran out of breath, having his lip nibbled on and his neck stroked. He laughed as I ran my hand down his side to his butt, giving it a firm squeeze.
I hadn’t gottennearlyenough of touching him.
“You think?” I asked, stepping back and holding my arms out to give him a little twirl, mindful of the coffee in my hand. “It is kind of my color.”
“It’s totally your color,” Iggy said, approval written all over his face. “And the cut of those pants… Harv, I dunno if I can let you out like this.”
“You can,” I said. “I’ve only got eyes for you.”
Iggy’s whole being softened as he sipped his coffee, looking me up and down again. “I’m just sayin’, I’m not gonna be the only one with eyes foryou. You’ve gotta be Otter Bay’s hottest bachelor right now.”
“I’m engaged,” I said, grinning at him. “To the only man in the world I’d want to be engaged to.”
“I don’t think Liam’s coming to the wedding,” Iggy said. “You don’t have to pretend today.”
Oh.
Oh, I… I’d…
I’d forgotten, for just a second, when I’d said that.
Forgotten itwasn’treal.
The thought sat uncomfortably in my stomach, and I didn’t know why. Of course it wasn’t real, it’d never been real.
But it’d beenfun. And…
And I wouldn’t have hated it. If it was real.
I swallowed too much coffee at once and coughed as it went down, eyes watering at the sudden pain in my throat.
I wanted to sayit was never about Liam, but I wasn’t sure where that conversation would take us, and we had a wedding to get to.
“I don’t think today’s gonna be so bad that you need to drown yourself with coffee,” Iggy said, a smile playing around his lips but a hint of concern in his eyes. “Definitely not in my kitchen, I’d have to move if you died here.”
“That’d be a shame,” I said, still reeling from the thought that I wanted this. This… whatever this was. With Iggy.