Felix laughed as he gave me what I wanted, heat and pleasure rushing through me as he pressed harder this time.
“I could get into this,” I murmured, gripping the sheets as he did it again, hips rocking as blood started to flow back to my cock. “Ooh, yeah, keepthatup.”
“Bossy,” Felix teased. “Some people are into that, y’know.”
“Are you?” I asked. There was so much I still didn’t know about Felix, but I wanted to know it all and I wassoexcited that I was going to have a chance.
“I definitely could be,” he murmured, running the heel of his hand up and down my spine, massaging me inside and out, want and need building steadily low in my gut. Hot, tight arousal pooled there, trickling down untileverythingfelt too hot and tight.
“More,” I mumbled, muffled by the pillow, stretching out and spreading my legs more to give Felix space to work. “Harder.”
I must have looked ridiculous, but I didn’tcare. Felix was here, and he was touching me, and I loved it.
Everything blurred into a haze of pleasure and newness, Felix’s fingers strong and confident, my body melting into his touch, moving with him, instinct and need taking over.
Before I knew it, the heat of his body was covering mine, and I couldn’twait. I was past worrying, past anything but wantingmore. More of this, more of Felix.
I could feel him against me again, closer this time, the head of his cock pressed against my entrance.
“You sure about this?” Felix asked, a low murmur next to my ear that made me shiver all over again.
I nodded, too far gone for words. Right now, I couldn’t remember ever being more sure about anything in my entire life.
“So brave,” Felix cooed, kissing behind my ear. “Proud of you.”
My fingers curled into the sheets as he slid in, slow and steady, pausing for breath every now and again, giving both of us time to adjust until his hips were pressed against mine, as close as we could be.
Blood pounded in my ears, the room spinning as I clung to the bedsheets.
“Shh,” Felix murmured in my ear. “Close your eyes, ride it out.”
Easy forhimto say, he knew what this felt like. For me, it was all new. The pressure, the heat, the feeling of having someone else’s bodyinside mine. His fingers had beentouch, but this was different.
Once the rush ofnew new newfaded back, Ilovedit. Loved the feeling of being this closely connected to Felix, loved the bone-deeprightnessthat came along with it.
“I’m ready,” I sighed, letting a long breath out of my lungs.
Felix chuckled, nuzzling the back of my neck. “Gonna take it slow at first, okay? Stop me if it’s too much.”
I nodded again, easing my grip on the sheets while I waited. Felix’s body was so warm on top of mine, warm and close, better than I could have imagined.
He moved, just once, and stars burst in front of my eyes all over again, except now the heat and pressure on sensitive places was so muchfuller.
Oh, thiswasgood. We were gonna need that coin after all.
Felix settled into an easy rhythm, pushing all coherent thought out of my head until all I could think about was how good he felt, how perfect this was, how I already wanted to do it again and we’d just gotten started.
I wanted this to be part of our lives.
And I wanted our lives to betogether. Which was maybe not the right thing to say when my beautiful, kind, warm, generous, funny, smart boyfriend had his cock so far inside me I was pretty sure I’d be able to see it from the outside.
Felix’s hands roamed over my back, tracing patterns or the shapes of muscles, making me gasp as he ghosted his fingers along my spine, or brushed them over my ribs. I wasn’t nearly as ticklish ashewas, but there was something to be said for the deep shudder that sent rolling through me.
I’d have to remember that for next time.
I hadsomuch to learn, but Felix was here to teach. And maybe I could show him a trick or two along the way.
Soon enough—too soon—I was right back to as desperate as I had been before, pushing back for more, whimpering with need.
