“Sounds perfect for you.”
“He is,” I agreed. “He’s been perfect for me since forever. I’m lucky he feels the same way.”
“He does.” Kieran paused to meet my eyes. “Feel the same way, I mean. Got it on good authority.”
I laughed, pulling Kieran in for another kiss, humming happily as the weight of his body settled on top of me.
I’d never be happier than this. This was the happiest moment of my life, and I planned to enjoy every second, every touch, everything.
“You feel so good,” Kieran murmured between kisses, close and intimate like the first time. “Want you to do me a favor,” he said, nuzzling his way up to my ear.
“Whatever you want,” I promised. I trusted Kieran not to ask anything ridiculous of me, and I was so happy to have him back that I would’ve done just about anything for him right now.
“Be my first,” he whispered in my ear, making the hairs on the back of my neck tingle as his breath ghosted over him.
“Your first…?”
“Exactly what you’re thinking,” Kieran said, calmer than I would have expected. His voice was soft, but it was even and firm.
Hewantedthis.
“Now?” I asked.
“Now.”
Well. That was…
Definitely a thing I wanted to do.
“Roll over,” I said, nudging his nose with my own. “You’re gonnalovethis.”
28
Kieran
Felix was right—Ilovedthis, and we’d barely even gotten started.
He’d peeled my clothes off like he was unwrapping a birthday gift, kissing every inch of exposed skin as he tugged them off slowly, taking his time to get me naked.
By the time he was done, my skin was oversensitive everywhere, singing with every touch, shivers of pleasure taking off whenever he so much as brushed against me.
I was already hard and leaking into the sheets, and all he’d done was undress me.
No one had ever taken their time like this. I’d always been in charge, more or less—and I liked it, Idid, I loved taking care of my partner, there was nothing that did it for me better than watching someone else come, but…
This was nice. New, and nice.
Felix’s hands roamed over my back, kneading my muscles here and there, but mostly just touching.
Getting me used to it, I thought. It would’ve been easy to panic like this, in a position I’d never been in before, but this wasFelix.
I trusted him more than anyone. Ilovedhim.
And aside from anything else, I knew he wouldn’t hurt me.
“Your shoulders areamazing,” Felix said, prodding at them as I shifted on the bed, fingers tangling in the sheets as I held on.
“Manual labor is the best workout you can get,” I said, grateful that Felix was taking his time. I didn’t want to rush this, and I didn’t thinkhedid, either.
