“Oh yeah,” I responded,laying both hands on his hips, stroking the skin there. Anticipation made mygut clench as I trailed one hand back, fingers just barely stroking over thecurve of his ass, dipping low to tease the crease between cheek and thigh.
Gray’s breath hitched, and Iknew I had the right idea.
“Do you play with yourself?”I asked, sweeping my fingers back and forth, getting a fraction of an inchcloser to where I knew he wanted them on every stroke.
“Sometimes,” Gray murmured,chest heaving against mine with short, shallow breaths. He wanted this, and I’dgive it to him.
Eventually. Once I was doneteasing.
A needy little grunt escapedhim as I finally brushed over his hole, just the barest contact. I couldn’t see a way todo this here, but I wasn’t above getting him all worked up and then making himwait for the rest.
“Toys?” I asked, dipping myhead to press a kiss to his collarbone, trailing up toward his throat.
“Yes?” Gray responded, voicehigh and tight. “Are you asking if I use them or if I’m okay with them? Becauseboth.”
Oh.Thatwas hot,imagining Gray in his own bed, thighs spread wide, one hand wrapped around hiscock and the other guiding a toy inside him, forearm flexing as he worked it inand out.
Something for another time.Now that I’dhad the thought, Ihadto see it someday.
“I wish you could see theway you look in my head right now,” I said, trailing one finger up the creaseof his ass, brushing over the sensitive spot I’d already found at the top. “Spreadout and panting, teasing yourself just the way you like. You look incredible.”
“I’m right here,” Grayprotested. “And you can look as much as you want.”
“Planning on it.”
I gripped the back of hishead with my free hand, pulling him in for another kiss as I brushed over hishole again, swallowing down his gasp this time. Gray’s hips jerked against mine,his cock already hard, the head skimming over my belly.
This wasn’t how we weredoing things tonight, though. We both needed to be close, and a quick mutualhandjob in the shower wasn’t going to cut it.
We were right at the edge ofsomething new and wonderful, and I wanted to make sure we started out right.
With Gray moaning into apillow and begging for my cock.
I reached out to shut thewater off. We’donly need to shower again later, anyway, so there wasn’t much point in spendingtoolong in here.
Hot as it was to have Graypressed up against me like this, I was starting to come up with other plans.Plans that involved a bed.
“Come on,” I said, grabbinghis hand. “Let’s not keep you waiting.”
Gray’s whole face glowed as hefollowed me out of the shower, brimming with love and want andneed, looking at melike I was the most incredible thing he’d ever seen.
This was going to befun.
THIRTY-TWO
GRAY
MY BREATH HITCHED at the first touch ofMiles’fingers against the sensitive skin just behind my balls, legs parting a littlefurther on their own, my body eager to give him more access.
I didn’t get to do thisall that often. A lifetime of casual sex didn’t leave a lot of room for trust,and I needed that trust before I could let anyone touch me like this.
Miles, I trusted. With my life,with my heart, and therefore with my ass.
Maybe not the most romanticthought I’dever had, but it was true all the same.
I bit my lip as he finallycircled my hole, stomach clenching with anticipation. This was going to begood.
“You handle this much betterthan me,” Miles said, adding a little extra pressure, but not pushing insidejust yet. I couldn’t wait to feel his long, gorgeous fingers inside me,touching, stroking and stretching. A heavy drop of precome beaded at the headof my cock, bursting between my stomach and the sheets beneath me.
