“You’re incredible,” Ezra said, finally,finallyremoving his fingers. Mike shuddered at the feeling of suddenly being empty, but he knew this meant they were about to get to the good part. All he had to do was hang in a little longer.
“Please,” Mike gasped, his hips rocking against the mattress like before.
The mattress creaked as Ezra shifted positions, Mike’s heartbeat speeding up all over again in anticipation of what was about to happen. He spread his legs a little wider, bending his knees, and he knew he probably looked ridiculous and exposed, and it made himfeelvulnerable, but…
That was what he wanted. To be vulnerable and open and needy and let Ezra take care of him.
Ezra’s hand curled around his shoulder as he lowered himself, the heat of his body seeping into Mike’s skin, making him shiver all over again. He could feel Ezra’s cock against him, nestled between his cheeks, closer than before but notnearlyclose enough.
Eager to get started, Mike pushed his hips back, rolling them in a slow circle in the hopes that Ezra would take the hint.
Ezra chuckled, breathless, rocking his own hips so his cock brushed against Mike’s sensitive hole, a wave of tingling pleasure making him gasp. All he could do in response was moan, low and needy, his hips lifting up in a silent plea for more.
The heat of Ezra’s cock against him, thick head pressed exactly where he wanted it, made Mike moan all over again, his gut tightening at the thought of doing this.
He wanted it. He wanted itright now, with Ezra, and he wanted to moan and pant his way through it and come out the other side sweaty and exhausted and satisfied.
“You sure?” Ezra asked, as though Mike wasn’t ready to flip them both over and sit on him, lack of experience notwithstanding.
“Damn it,fuck me,” Mike growled, too desperate to care how demanding he was being.
A moment later he felt Ezra’s hand against his ass, and then,finally, the pressure increasing, Ezra pushing forward, coaxing Mike’s body open with the blunt head of his cock until it slipped inside him. Mike clenched his jaw, breathing harshly through his nose as the first wave of sensation washed over him, toomuchto be pleasure or pain, and then the bone-deep satisfaction of Ezra fitting like he was made for this started to sink in.
Mike swallowed, forcing himself to take a few deeper breaths. Once he was sure he was ready, he nodded into the pillow, drawing one knee up to give Ezra better access.
Ezra rocked his hips in slow, measured thrusts that each ended in just a little more of his cock inside Mike, stretching him a quarter inch more at a time, as careful and deliberate as he was in everything else. Mike’s pulse pounded in his ears, his eyes screwed shut, his fingers fisted deep into the sheets, hanging on for dear life.
The moment their hips finally connected, Mike groaned and sank his entire weight into the mattress.Yes. Ezra was as far inside him as he could be, and it felt so damned good. Full and thick and hot, pressing on all the spots Mike wanted him in, making him squirm under his weight.
“You feel sogood,” Ezra murmured, stretching out over Mike's back, pinning him to the mattress. “You're amazing,” he added, breath ghosting over the back of Mike's neck and making him shiver with need.
He rolled his hips, rocking in and out, leaving Mike's back arching toward the bed under him.
Ohdamnthis was gonna be good.
Fingers clenched tightly around a handful of the bed sheets, Mike moaned a low, broken moan as Ezra licked the back of his neck. He was helpless to do anything other thantakeit in this position, Ezra’s weight pinning him to the bed.
It felt so damnedgoodto give up control for once. To know it was safe to trust Ezra with this, with everything.
“Like that?” Ezra asked, breathlessly, rocking his hips against Mike’s in another long, slow thrust, starting to build a rhythm that was about a tenth of the speed he needed to come, thorough enough that Mike could feel every inch of his cock as moved inside him.
All Mike could do was nod, his fingers tensing again as Ezra’s cock scraped over that same sensitive spot he’d been torturing before, a jolt of pleasure hitting him deep in the pit of his stomach.
Definitely should have tried this sooner.
“Good,” Ezra murmured, his voice just a little strained now, nose pressed against the back of Mike’s neck. His breath heated Mike’s skin, setting every nerve ending on edge, splitting his attention between Ezra’s mouth and his cock, both things he wanted more of.
“You’re incredible,” Ezra added after a moment, still rocking slowly against him, their breathing falling into sync. Despite the fact that Mike’s cock was leaking steadily into the sheets under him, he could have done this all day, this slow, easy pace that made him feel more connected to Ezra than he had to maybe anyone, ever.
Ezra had always meant a lot to him. This felt like something they should have done a long time ago, like the correction of a mistake Mike had made when he was young and stupid.
Not that he was any less stupid, but right now,thisfelt like a good decision. Being with Ezra feltgood, right down to the marrow of his bones.
He let his eyes fall closed as Ezra’s hips rocked into him, his world narrowing down to the perfect pressure of Ezra’s cock, the blood rushing in his ears, the sound of their breathing, the occasional hitched breath that might have come from either one of them, bodies so close now that it was impossible to tell.
Minutes or hours passed, and Mike couldn’t have said which it was, not really. The only thing that mattered to him right now was Ezra, and that they were both here, and that they were doingthis, this thing that’d been coming for so long.
Ezra had wanted him before this. That thought was still turning in Mike’s head, curling around his heart. Ezrawantedhim. He could have had this before, this incredible feeling of being desired and cared for, and he’d been too afraid to admit tohimselfthat he was even capable of wanting it back.
