Which was fine. He just wantedthisone.
Ryan groaned as Oscar slid his hands into the back of his underwear, squeezing his ass firmly, digging his thumbs deep into the flesh, pressing their bodies together and rocking his hips against Ryan’s.
“I’ll take care of you,” he murmured against Ryan’s lips, gasping as Ryan bucked against him, need and arousal leaving him desperate.
“You’re gonna love this,” Oscar continued. “I can’t wait to have you moaning and writhing under me. Can’t wait to show you everything your body can do.”
A rush of heat shuddered down Ryan’s spine, leaving him panting for breath as his heart hammered in his chest, cock already leaking in his underwear at the thought of everything Oscar was about to do to him.
Without warning, Oscar jerked Ryan’s underwear off and pushed it down so it pooled around his ankles.
“Much better,” he said, looking straight down at Ryan’s cock. “You really are beautiful naked,” he added, almost as though it was an afterthought.
Ryan wasn’t sure how to respond to that, aside from blushing until the tips of his ears burned.
Oscar kissed him once more, lingering against Ryan’s lips for a heartbeat before backing off.
“Go sit on the bed and think happy thoughts,” he said. “Like how good I'm gonna feel inside you.”
Ryan swallowed, remembering the way he’d felt when he had Oscar’s cock in his mouth. How excited he’d been to know that Oscar was turned on, and getting off on being with him, and how good it’d felt to make him come like that.
If this was going to be the same, Ryan couldn't wait.
He sat down on the bed, fingering the duvet as he watched Oscar retrieve lube and condoms from where they always were in the top drawer of the nightstand.
“You can touch yourself if you want,” Oscar said as he kicked off his shoes. “I want you enjoying every second of this.”
Ryan wet his lips, reaching down to wrap his hand around his cock, but got distracted halfway as Oscar started stripping off. First his t-shirt, then his jeans and underwear in one movement, his hard cock springing free.
It had taken Ryan just two tries to learn he liked giving oral to men as much as he did to women, maybe even more. He loved how responsive Oscar was, how obvious it made his arousal and desire and pleasure. He loved being able totastethat he was getting things right.
“See something you like?” Oscar teased, giving his cock a couple of quick, open-handed strokes that made a bead of precome well up at the tip.
Ryan nodded mutely, transfixed by how gorgeous Oscar really was. Not skinny, but not a big guy either, with lean muscles and a slightly soft belly and a dark trail of curls running from just under his belly button to his cock. He already knew they were soft against his cheek, almost as soft as the hair on his head, and Ryan couldn't help wanting to reach out and stroke Oscar’s cock for him, just for the sake of touching.
Oscar smiled a warm, slow smile at him, his pupils blown so wide that his eyes looked almost completely black. “A man could get used to being looked at like that,” he said softly.
Swallowing, Ryan shuffled back on the bed a little, unsure if he should get into position now or wait for further instructions.
“I, uh,” Ryan spoke up, unsure about what he planned to ask. “I know you said… how you wanted me, but… can we do this on my back?”
Oscar met his eyes instantly, his whole face open and soft. “You can have whatever you want. Might be a little uncomfortable for a first time, though.”
Ryan nodded, taking that information in. “I’ll live with it. I need to look at you.”
“That’s ridiculously sweet,” Oscar said, smiling warmly. “Okay. You make yourself comfortable, and I’ll be careful.”
“I know,” Ryan responded. OfcourseOscar would be careful. He’d never been anything but.
With Ryan’s body, and with his heart, brief misunderstanding aside. He’d given Ryan all the time and space and help he needed.
How could he not fall in love with this man?
Eager to get started now that he wasn’t afraid, Ryan scrambled up the bed and laid down with his head propped up on a pillow so he could still see Oscar. If he stayed there long he’d wake up with a stiff neck, but he figured it was worth it.
They could try out all kinds of fun positions later. Like Oscar said, they had a very, very long time.
Oscar crawled onto the bed after him, grabbing another pillow as he did so.