“The first knuckle of my index finger,” Jace confessed. “I chickened out. But then I figured you’d know what you were doing, and I’ve watched you getting off on it.”
“That’s mostly because ofthis,” Noah said, punctuating the statement by deliberately brushing over Jace’s prostate. The effect was immediate, Jace’s hips jolting up, his back arching high off the mattress. Noah watched him sink his teeth into his lower lip, stifling a deep, heartfelt moan.
Noah grinned. “Like that, huh?”
Jace nodded helplessly, his cheeks flushed. Noah shuffled forward, reaching out to thumb Jace’s nipple again, paying attention to the other one, this time. He played with it until it stiffened under his touch, taking Jace’s mind off the third finger he was pressing against him. Jace didn’t seem to mind, though. He was adjusting better than Noah had expected.
Noah brushed his fingers against Jace’s prostate again, grinning as Jace moaned freely this time, his hips rocking into the air. He didn’t want the novelty of it to fade before he got his cock inside him, though. Jace was nearly ready for that.
“Want more?” Noah teased, pausing with his fingers as far inside Jace as they could go. He was beautiful like this, panting softly, his chest and cheeks flushed pink, his cock straining up against his belly, dark and heavy.
“Yes,” Jace said, his voice breaking.
Noah didn’t make him wait, easing his fingers out and wiping the remaining lube over his cock before lining himself up. He could feel the heat of Jace’s body, and his instinctive urge was to push forward, bury himself in the warmth hard and fast, but for Jace’s sake, he stilled his hips, waiting for another nod.
Jace gave it seconds later, licking his lips and craning his neck to watch. Noah pulled Jace’s raised knee closer to his body, positioning himself for better leverage, and closed his eyes as he rolled his hips forward, pushing past the tight ring of muscle and sinking into Jace’s willing, eager body.
It was so hot, so impossibly hot once he was inside that Noah hissed at the sensation, a jolt of pleasure running up his cock and settling in his balls, making them feel tight. Noah bit down on his lip to get himself under control, not wanting to take the risk of coming after a few strokes. He wanted this to last.
“I’d almost forgotten how good this feels,” Noah breathed, making a small, cursory thrust to seat himself fully inside Jace. His two previous boyfriends had been strictly tops, and while Noah liked bottoming well enough, he liked a change, too. Especially with Jace.
It took a few moments for Jace to relax again, and Noah could feel it when he did. The mattress creaked under him as he shifted into position, aiming to hit Jace’s prostate with every stroke. He’d come quickly, but then, so would Noah. This was too good to last, but they could do it again. They were married, after all.
“Feels good,” Jace said after a moment, his breathing heavy. Noah knew better than to make him wait any longer, rocking his hips a few times to get him used to it before starting to speed up, working on hitting the spot every single time.
Jace reacted immediately, a series of sharp breaths and cut-off moans telling Noah that he was getting it right. He leaned forward, feeling Jace’s cock against his own stomach and reaching between them to wrap his fingers around it, stroke it in time with his own thrusts.
This was about Jace. He wanted Jace to come harder than he ever had in his life from this.
Jace’s moans and grunts spurred him on, encouraging Noah to go harder, faster, until he was reaching his own upper limit. He watched Jace’s face, beads of sweat forming on his forehead as Noah’s pace became almost punishing, driving him toward the edge faster and faster.
“N-noah,” he choked out.
Noah couldn’t even manage an answer, too lost in the way Jace’s body felt under him and around him, too enthralled with how clearly Jace was enjoying himself. He’d never been anyone’s first like this before, and he suddenly understood the appeal.
This would be the only time, though. He wanted Jace to be his last. His only from now on, until they were old and grey and couldn’t get it up anymore anyway.
“Gonna come,” Noah warned, knowing he couldn’t hold back much longer. His balls were tight, tension coiled deep in his gut, he only needed a few more good thrusts to get off.
Thankfully, Jace beat him to it, his back arching off the mattress, thighs tensing around Noah’s hips. He made a choked sound, his face tightening and then going slack, mouth hanging open as he spilled all over his own stomach and Noah’s hand, hot fluid coating them both.
His body tensed and relaxed around Noah, making his next few strokes all the more urgent, making him ready to come. He sped up just a little more, need taking him past what he could normally handle and up to a new level, too hard to sustain, but just enough to give him the sweet, sweet release he so badly needed.
Noah cried out as he came, the sound breaking in his throat as he stilled for a long moment, pausing to appreciate the feeling of coming inside Jace for the first time. Noah rode out the wave of pleasure, wringing every second out of his orgasm before slowing to a stop with a final moan, sitting back to give himself time to recover.
His vision swam for a moment, but when he came back to reality, it was to see Jace lying back, his face relaxed and content, his body boneless and covered in sweat.
He was beautiful, and Noah was so glad he’d found him. Jace was the best thing he’d ever had in life.
“I love you,” Noah said softly. He was in awe of Jace, and he wasn’t sure he’d ever get over it.
“Love you, too,” Jace said, eyelids already heavy. Noah liked him like this, soft and pliant, ready for gentle kisses, snuggling, and a nice, long nap.
He pulled out as gently as he could, rolling the condom off and tying the end.
“I’ll be back,” he said, leaning over and kissing Jace before going to get a damp cloth to clean them both up with.
“Don’t be long,” Jace called after him. Noah’s heart swelled in his chest, joy at what life had given him almost too much to contain. He wouldn’t be long. He’d never be away from Jace longer than he had to be again.
