I forced myself to focus on what her eyes were telling me and not the obvious subject that would send her into a spiraling fear.
“Lola—” I growled in warning, understanding what she wanted me to do.
“You want to prove that you’re ready?” she asked, her hand cupping my balls as she sucked on the tip of my cock.Oh fuck, that feels good. “Listen to your desires instead of your stupid conscience.”
Was this where I went wrong in this whole sex thing? Was I supposed tonotthink about it? But what if I did something she didn’t—
My mind blanked as she pushed me down her throat again, done with the conversation.
What were we even talking about? Oh. Right.
That she somehow wanted me to fuck her mouth.
Holding onto her head, my hips shifted backward and forward, the obscene sound coming out of her throat echoing in the room around us. My thrusts were slow, exploring.So good.
I picked up the pace, holding her tight as I stopped listening to my damn mind. As I followed my desires for one of the first times since I fucking fell and fucked her face like my life depended on it.
Her moans nearly tipped me over the edge a couple of times, but I held back. I didn’twantto finish now. I wanted to keep going. I needed to lose myself in this feeling a little longer. The feeling thatmeusing her like this felt as good for her as it did for me.
She kept rocking her hips, clenching her thighs. Letting out desperate sounds every time I moaned or groaned in pleasure. Her skin glowed, her scent became sweeter and she—
“Oh,fuck.”
That was it. Her nails raked along my abs and her tongue—shit.My balls tightened, and pleasure zapped at the bottom of my spine as my legs trembled and I camehardinside her mouth, my head falling back and hitting the bookshelf I’d been leaning on.
Her throat bobbed as she swallowed everything down and she pulled back, releasing me, before lifting her bratty gaze to me.
“What the fuck was that?” I panted, pulling her to a standing position.
“What?” she asked. But sheknewwhat I meant.
“That—tonguething.”
She shrugged, letting me pull her closer, my hands finding a really comfortable place on her ass. “Not sure what you mean…You’ve done most of the work.”
I kissed her, nibbling at her lips and pressing her against me, rocking her softly.
More. I want more.
“What now?” I rasped. “And don’t you fucking dare talk to me about being friends again.”
“Carter…”
“Nope. No, no, no. Youmademe fuck your gorgeous face even though there’s no way it felt good for you, and—”
She nipped at my bottom lip as she pulled my hand under her dress, bringing my fingers between her thighs and I gasped.
Her underwear was soaked. She moaned as she pressed my fingers at her core, moving my hand in slow circles.
She arched a brow at my confused look.
“Don’t you knowanythingabout sex? Like—at all?”
I blushed, but didn’t stop moving my hand when she removed hers. The expression shifting on her face as my fingers found their slow rhythm was mesmerising.
“I’m notcompletelyignorant,” I mumbled.
I knew that was where my cock was supposed to go, and—Yeah, that was pretty much where my knowledge of sex ended.Fuck my stupid life. I clearly should’ve paid more attention everytime I was stuck in Arc’s head while he was fucking some girls’ brains out. In my defense, I never thought I’d need it.
