Page 11 of Damaged Like Us


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Farrow laughs like he won. “I just now remember. I have shampoo and conditioner.”

I glare and remove his second suitcase while holding the other. “You’re an asshole.”

“You’re pure of heart. What else is still the same?” Farrow tries to take the larger suitcase from me.

I tug it out of his grip. “I can carry it for you.”

He gives me a look. “You’re not earning avalormerit badge. I can carry my own shit.” He adjusts the strap of his duffel. “But to be kind, I’ll let you roll in the little one.”

“Oh thanks,” I say dryly and then I shove thelittle onein his chest and keep the larger one.

We’re two alpha males, and it becomes extremely apparent during these pointless fights. Where we want to carry the heaviersuitcase.

I’m just used to helping out, especially since I have a large extended family and I’m the oldest guy. And Farrow—his whole job, his whole upbringing has been aboutdutyand aid towards others. We’re like lightning and thunder, inherently different but alike enough to share the same sky.

Farrow doesn’t argue for the larger suitcase.

So I shut my trunk. “You remember which is which?” I nod to the two entrances. He’s been here before as my mom’s bodyguard.

Farrow keeps his gaze on mine. “Left door goes to Azkaban. Right to Mordor.”

I stare at him like he just grew antlers. I’m the one who cracks the pop culture references. Farrow doesn’t even like fantasy.

He toleratesit like someone who hates mayo and eats it on a turkey sandwich.

“You’ve been hanging around my mom too long?” I question. I have comic-book-loving, pop-culture-obsessed parents.The coolest.I’m sure the two Meadows girls and the seven Cobalt children would protest and say their parents are cool, but there’s no comparison.

Hands down, mine are the goddamn best.

Farrow slowly licks his bottom lip into a smile. My muscles contract, and I try to focus on his eyes and not his mouth.Not his mouth.

“No,” he says. “It’s an inside joke with the whole security team.”

I’m surprised he’s sharing this with me. “Seriously?”

He nods, and we head to the right door. What he calledMordor.“I was told that this one started with your little brother. His bodyguard repeated the joke to another bodyguard, and it spread.”

I could see Xander making a comment aboutHarry PotterandLord of the Rings. Easily.

We head up the few stairs, and I wait on one below him and place the suitcase on its wheels.

Farrow searches for his key in his pocket. “Declan didn’t talk to you that often, did he?”

I go still, my apprehension filling the garage. In hindsight, I wonder if I was supposed to make a greater effort to know my bodyguard personally. Was I being rude? What if all that time, he wanted me to pry into his fucking life, and I thought I was just respecting his space.

Declan knew everythingabout me. The world knowsmosteverything about me. And I only knew the names of his kids and wife.

Almost nothing else.

Farrow peeks back at me and assesses my features. “It’s okay if he didn’t.”

I remember the origin of his question. “He didn’t spill any security team secrets, if that’s what you’re asking.”

Farrow finds his key, but he rotates fully to face me. “Let’s deal with this, Moffy?—”

“Maximoff,” I correct, my voice firm like solid marble. All of my family calls me Moffy, but when he uses the nickname, I flashback to childhood where he called me that. It makes our five-year age-gap more apparent, and when I imagine my young, teenage selfin bedwith him (which only happened in my fantasies), it’s cringe-worthy.

So he’s not allowed to call me Moffy.