“Axon, you’ve already given me everything. You’ve given me your heart, and the safety to be myself, wholly myself. That’s all I could possibly ask for. Besides, sex isn’t everything.” I teased, which gotAxon to smile.
His smile quickly faded as he confessed, “I’ve been so scared this whole time, that if I can’t join with you, give you everything, that luminescence might never happen for us.”
“Luminescence doesn’t matter, remember?” I tried to encourage him.
“I know, but I want you to have it all the same. I want to glow for you so badly. I want to be yours in every way possible.”
His words made my heart break. Axon was more perfect than I’d even realized. We would be together no matter what, and sure it’d be less complicated if we just glowed for each other, but I didn’t realize he wanted to be bound to me in a way that would never let us be ripped apart.
“You are Axon. I am yours and you are mine. Just because we can’t have penetrative sex doesn’t make that statement any less true.”
“Are you sure?” He looked up at me with the saddest eyes I’d ever seen.
“Am I sure?! Axon, after all the compassion and respect you've shown me, how could I not do the same for the person I love?”
“Oh right,” a smile finally cracked his downcast demeanor.
“We can do lots of other things. I mean look at what we’ve done already. We figured out that a hand job is too much for you, but a boob job is just right. I figured out that you are very good at eating pussy.” Igiggled.
“Do you want me to lick you again?” His eyes lit up as if I’d just given him a birthday present.
“Yes, I’d like that very much.” I laughed.
“Well then let's get to it.” He rubbed his hands together as if he were about to dine at a Michelin star restaurant.
“Are the blankets okay? Are you comfortable?” He adjusted the furs beneath me and made sure they were smoothed out.
“Whoa, slow down. Do you need a moment to collect yourself?” I asked.
Axon shook his head. “I like tasting you, and I need the reminder that we can do other things, I can pleasure you even if we can’t be fully mated, and...” the tips of his ears turned a dark blue. “I’m dying to hear those sweet noises you make again.”
“You’re too cute for words,” I teased him as I laid down on the furs with my legs spread wide.
“Consider your wish granted.” I smiled up at him and he licked his lips.
“Thank you, my mate.” Happiness had returned to his face again, which filled my heart with joy. Joy that quickly morphed into pleasure.
I felt him smile against my skin as I let out a small moan when he kissed his way up my thigh. I loved that he loved the sounds I made. I loved everything about him.
All cohesive thoughts left my mind as he lickedmy clit with a long slow drag of his tongue.
“Axon,” I breathed as I sank one hand into his hair and fisted the other in the furs.
“Mmmm,” he mumbled against my skin. He licked me again and again until my legs started to shake and then he placed one over each shoulder, giving him even more access to my sex.
He switched from licking to sucking and I gasped. My hips bucked against him and I grabbed onto his horns for dear life.
My breaths were short rapid bursts as he licked and sucked my clit, beckoning my orgasm ever closer.
I felt a coil of warmth pool into my core and it kept winding tighter and tighter. My body hummed with anticipation and my muscles grew weak as every nerve ending focused on that one point of contact.
I had my eyes closed tight, so I didn’t see Axon’s hand reaching up to my breast, but I felt it. I felt him expertly roll my nipple between his fingers. That second point of contact acting as a conduit of pleasure reaching from my core to my chest.
Everything combined was the perfect symphony of sensations to bring my orgasm to the fore. My pussy clenched on nothing as spasms of pleasure coursed through me.
I cried out, gripping Axon’s horns tight as my thighs trembled around his head. When I finally came down from my orgasm, I looked up to see my mate with an adorably smug look on his face. He’d earned that smug look. I felt boneless and ready for bed.
“Thank you,” he breathed.