“I…” Julie trailed off, her anxiety breaking through once again, showing in the tight way she held her shoulders.
“I’ve only had sex a few times, which I know is more than you, but even still, I’m not exactly skilled at this.” She let her words hang in the air, hoping I would grasp their meaning.
I sat down beside her and turned her so her back was facing me. Then I got to work rubbing her shoulders as I’d longed to do since our first night apart.
“I’ve waited for what feels like a lifetime to rub these knots out of your shoulders.”
Julie relaxed and let out a contented sigh. “That feels really nice.”
“Tell me your worries, my mate. I know there are more that you haven’t yet spoken.”
“I–” she paused, finding the right words to say. “I’ve been told I’m too stiff during sex, and that I make my partner feel like I’m not enjoying myself.”
“Were you?” I asked softly as I continued to rub her shoulders.
“Not really,” she admitted. “The first time a human female has sex it’s usually a little painful, and then the second time I had sex it felt too rushed. I didn’t have a chance to really settle into the moment and enjoy myself. And although I had wanted it, it felt like the sex was happeningtome instead ofwithme. He found his release so fast that I had barely started to enjoy the sensationsbefore he was done.”
“Did he not pleasure you first, or at least after he had found his own release?” I held my breath as I waited for her answer. I didn’t mind the thought of Julie being with another, but I could not bear the thought of her being treated as anything other than the precious gift that she was.
“No,” she whispered as if she were ashamed. It was the male she had been with that should be ashamed, not Julie. How could he go to lay with her without seeing to her pleasure first?
I took a steadying breath before I answered. “We will go slow. We will take our time and you will be as relaxed as a sleeping cub in their mother’s den. We will go at your pace and I will follow your lead. That is, after I’ve brought you to completion with my tongue at least once.”
Julie turned around and looked up at me with shiny eyes. “Thank you, Orsu. I don’t think I’ve trusted anyone as much as I trust you.”
A tear streamed down her face and I brushed it away with my thumb. “You don’t need to thank me. I am your mate. It is my joy to bring you pleasure, to take care of your needs and to see to your happiness. Besides, a happy female makes for a good chef.” I teased.
Julie smiled at my joke and settled herself onto my lap before she pulled me in for an embrace.
“I want to be yours Orsu in every way possible.” Julie confessed as she sat back and pulled off her shirt. I was rewarded with the sight of her small but beautiful breasts. I loved the sight of her. Every part of her was perfect from the hair on her head to the toes on her feet; my mate was undeniably beautiful.
I pulled off my shirt as well before pulling my mateback to my chest and kissing her with all the passion that had been stored within me from the moment we met. I showed her with my lips how much she meant to me, how much I wanted her.
The ache in my chest had turned to one of desire and a deep need to be joined with my mate burned through me.
I laid Julie on the bed and spread her legs wide so I could feast on her essence. She tasted like a sweet flower which made hope grow in my chest that she might be my luminescence one day. Growing up, the elders spoke of how their luminescence mates tasted of sweet flowers found on the world from which we came from long ago, a flower that none of us had seen or smelled, but yet it continued on in our dekes as a hopeful sign that we’d found our mate.
I slowly descended on Julie, starting first at her ankle and making my way up her leg until I was finally rewarded with her glistening cunt.
“You’re so beautiful, my mate,” I reassured her before her worries could take over her thoughts again.
I moaned loudly as I tasted her for the second time this day. “And you taste so good.”
I wasted no more time with comments. She would discover how much I adored her body through my actions soon enough.
I licked her from the bottom of her slit to the top where her sensitive nub hid behind her curls. I pushed them aside and covered her nub with my mouth and began to suck.
“Ah!” Julie cried out and her hips lifted off the furs.
Good, I had discovered a new technique to please my mate, and I hoped to discover many more over the next coming days.
I continued to suck and lick her sensitive flesh while also inserting a finger into her channel. I was a large male and I wanted to prepare my small mate for my cock as much as I possibly could.
I inserted a second finger and began a slow thrusting motion. As I did, I felt a rough patch of skin. Julie let out a garbled noise and I knew I had found another pleasure spot.
I continued to work her cunt with both my mouth and my fingers before I added one more digit and pumped into her as I wished to do with my cock.
Julie was trembling now and gasping for air. I brought my free hand up to her breast and tweaked her nipple.