“It’s tight, isn’t it? So fucking tight. The way it grabs your fingers—I still remember how it felt on my dick. Wet. And tight. And warm. And soft. So fucking soft, Gabriella.”
This time, I did moan.
“Put your feet on the counter.”
There was no hesitation. I scooted, bent my knees, and hooked my heels.
“Lean back.” His voice roughened around the edges. “Push those fingers all the way inside. Yes—” he paused and took a deep breath. “Just like that. You’re doing so well.”
I was going to come from this man’s voice alone.
“Slide them in and out, cailín.”
The coil of pleasure tightened. Panting, I slipped the digits in. My muscles squeezed. I pulled them out. The sweet sensation pulsed. They dove back in.
“Look at you, fucking yourself while I watch,” he growled. “Such a dirty fucking girl. Do you know how hard I am?”
I didn’t have to guess. It might be my imagination, but I swore I could just make out the outline in his grey sweatpants.
“Hard,” I gasped.
“Do you know what I want to do to you?” The words were shards. The struggle in his voice was audible.
“You want…to…fuck me….” My own voice trembled.
“Yes, cailín. I do.”
I risked another glance. His body was stone. Carved, living, breathing danger. He didn’t move a muscle.
“Now curl your fingers. Stroke that pussy.”
I whimpered, biting my lip but unable to keep the sound at bay.
Suddenly, I felt like I was going to pee. I clamped down on the feeling, sitting up a little. This had never happened before. Then again, the only times I’d masturbated or had sex was with an empty bladder. But…I didn’t have to use the bathroom before I started touching myself. It was probably just the intense stimulation.
“Don’t stop,” Liam barked. “Harder.”
I chewed my lip. There was no way in hell I was going to tell him what I was feeling. I tentatively moved my fingers, not quite reaching the same places inside or out.
The voice of death boomed through the small space. “I said harder!”
My fingers sank inside. They curled upward. The intensity built. I chased the feeling, struggling to keep everything in line. Obeying him. Controlling myself.
“You want to come, don’t you?”
“Yes!” I latched onto the powerful feeling inside me.
It feltdifferent.Not the normal build to a peak. I knew the fall would be different. I struggled not to let my bladder go, but also, I couldn’t resist the pull of the release.
“Then fucking come, you dirty,dirtylittle girl,” Liam growled, tone vicious. The bite of the words stung.
I let go.
The climax hit me. I exploded with a cry, every muscle strung tight. His dark command sent me over the edge, where I didn’t care.
A gush of liquid spread over my hand.
I couldn’t bring myself to feel embarrassed. No one knew. It was my little secret. The orgasm flooded my body with pleasure. It was different. A more powerful release. One that could only be experienced because of the dark.