And the only thing louder than the emptiness in my office is the thought of her sitting for hours beside thatstronzo.
Chapter 08
Mama’s boy!
Cecily
Mark, Alicia, and I make our way into the Performing Arts Center, heading for the family section. My heart is beating so fast it feels like it’s filling my whole chest.
It doesn’t take long for us to spot Colin. He rises the moment we approach, straightening as if he’s been waiting—or bracing.
I give him a small nod in greeting, and he offers me a tentative smile back.
He’s wearing a black suit with a deep navy-blue tie. And I notice he’s cut his hair a little shorter since the last time I saw him at Alicia’s birthday.
Alicia slips into the seat beside him, Mark takes the chair next to her, and I settle into mine on his other side. My hands smooth over my dress without thinking.
I let myself take in the room around us. It looks immaculate—rows of perfectly aligned seats rising in tiers, golden lights spilling over the stage, and elegant floral arrangements in the school colors framing the podium like something out of a dream.There’s a sense of anticipation all around us, families leaning forward, cameras poised, programs resting neatly on their laps.
When Ethan steps onstage, he crosses the platform and takes the Valedictorian seat beside another student—the Salutatorian, I assume. My stomach tightens in a knot of nerves and pride.
I’d offered to go over the speech with him earlier, just in case he needed reassurance, but he’d smiled and told me not to worry.
The ceremony begins at last with the Principal’s address, his voice filling the auditorium. As soon as he finishes, we all rise to our feet when the anthem begins to play.
Then comes the Class President’s speech. When the MC takes the microphone again, her voice carries clearly through the venue.
“Please welcome our Salutatorian, Stephanie Carter, and our Valedictorian, Ethan Montgomery.”
My back goes rigid, and I catch Mark, Alicia, and even Colin mirroring the gesture beside me. We applaud with everyone else, smiling the whole time.
Ethan and the girl beside him rise from their seats. When they reach the podium, Ethan gives her a gentle nod for her to go first, then steps back, calm and attentive, every inch the young man I raised.
Stephanie begins to speak, her voice bright with a barely noticeable trembling that betrays her nerves and excitement. She makes a light and joyful speech, drawing laughter from the audience. She ends by thanking everyone once more, and leaves her fellow students with a brief but heartfelt message of encouragement before stepping aside, giving Ethan room to take his place.
Mark reaches for my hand, and I squeeze his tightly. My heart is beating so hard I’m certain he can feel every single thud through my fingers.
Ethan steps forward.
“Good evening, everyone,” Ethan begins, his voice strong and sure. “Parents, teachers, friends... and to my fellow graduates, we did it.
I spent hours trying to come up with something meaningful to say. Something that sounded wise, or at least like I knew what I was talking about. But every time I sat down to write, the page stayed empty. Not because I didn’t have anything to share... but because how do you fit years that shaped every part of who we are into a few minutes at a podium?
We walked into this school as kids. Some of us terrified, others counting the minutes to high school like it was the start of some big adventure. Most of us pretending we had it all figured out, when none of us did.
And honestly? That’s okay. Because we learned anyway.
We learned that failing doesn’t mean we’re done, it just means we’re growing. We also realized how much friendships change. People grow apart, connections just end, but the ones that matter find their way back. Most importantly, we figured out that growing up isn’t about sticking to the plans we made at thirteen. It’s about making room for the life waiting for us.”
I swallow hard, tears gathering. His voice, his words... he looks so confident standing up there. And I can barely breathe from how proud I am.
Ethan continues, thanking all the teachers for everything they did for him and his classmates, and the friends who walked beside him through every high and low.
“Mom...” he says, his voice catching. He looks directly toward where we’re seated, making me squeeze Mark’s fingers even harder.
My free hand flies to my chest as I pull in a trembling breath.
“Thank you for being the best mom I could ever hope for. For proving, over and over, that strength isn’t about speaking theloudest—it’s about standing your ground even when life tries to knock you down.
