His wandering hand finds my breast under my shirt, and with the way he strokes and squeezes it, I quickly forget what I asked.
“Always ready for you, Mags.”
“And Kip and Kaden don’t know?”
“Not a clue. They’re idiots, but they know not to go in my room.”
Strong fingers pinch my hard nipple, and I moan. “N-nest … please …” I hate that heats do this to me. I can’t focus, can’tthink, and, if Nik’s giving me any kind of attention, can’t even move without his help.
Before Nik joined our little pack, I suffered through my heats alone. I could have asked Kip or Kaden to help me through them, but as betas they lack the one thing that satisfies me most: a knot. Besides, they’re my best friends. I’m sure they don’t want to complicate that with sex.
Without another second of delay, Nik lifts me up and carries me to the walk-in closet where he hides my nest. It’s not ideal, but it works for our purposes. With Nik’s help, I’ve stocked the space with enough cushions, pillows, and blankets to smother a small army, along with a used mini fridge for water and an old cooler for snacks. With any luck, we won’t need the food tonight, but hydration is always important.
By the time he lays me in the center of the fluff, I’m a quivering mess. I tremble and shake while he removes my PJs, only calming when he settles between my legs and strokes my needy clit.
“Easy, Mags. Take it easy. I’m right here. We’ll get you through this, okay? Just relax and let me take over.”
His soft litany of soothing words reaches into my soul, and the effect is as if he hit a button to shut off the anxiety. My muscles relax, my legs drift open, and I let out a contented sigh as he gently fingers my throbbing pussy, running them through my slick before returning attention to my clit. He could be like other alphas and take what he wants, but Nik always makes time to ensure my comfort before he starts.
“You good, Mags?”
I nod slowly, caught up in the sensations he’s giving me, and Nik repositions himself, lining his hard cock up with my entrance. As always, the initial breach is tight, but soon my walls adjust around him, grateful for the relief of friction.
“Have you been taking your other meds?” he asks as he slowly thrusts into me in a steady, even rhythm.
I know what he means. If this gets me pregnant, it’ll ruin our plans. Beta women, like I pretend to be, aren’t supposed to be fertile; if I wind up with a kid on board, our grift is as good as dead.
“Yeah,” I drawl, wrapping my legs around his waist and plunging my hands into his silky hair. “Never miss a dose.”
“Good.”
Pulling Nik’s face closer, I reach up and meet his lips for a steamy kiss. He palms my breasts while we make out, hefting them as if testing their weight. His hips move faster and faster, pounding me harder, and I’m grateful for the cushion of the nest beneath me.
“Kn-knot me … Please …”
“Shh … Patience, Mags.” He nibbles at my neck, stopping just shy of marking me.
One thing about Nik that’s both irritating and amazing is his desire to actuallypleaseme. Despite the frantic pace he’s fucking me with, he won’t let his knot inflate until he’s certain I’ve gotten off at least once. If I didn’t know better, I’d think he gives a shit.
This isn’t a relationship, though; it’s an arrangement. A contract of sorts. He knots me when the heat suppressants wear off, and I let him play alpha-for-hire in our grifts.
It’s been a good arrangement so far. Nik’s not one to complain, and his easygoing nature allows me to feel comfortable in my own omega skin. I can let my guard down around him without worries of being exposed or dealing with unwanted mating attachments.
As Nik pounds me harder, my back arches beneath him, and I hastily grab a nearby pillow to stifle my screams. I bite down on the soft, fluffy corner, screaming so hard my throathurts. Nik twists his hips in a move that’s new to me, and I almost come clear out of the nest. The squirt of fluid from between my legs is something new to me, too, though from the way Nik grins when it coats him, I don’t think it’s a bad thing.
He slows to a more reasonable pace, giving me time to come down from the orgasmic high before he allows his knot to inflate. My pussy walls are still fluttering from the insane climax when he fills me, and the sudden fullness when I’m still so sensitive makes my eyes roll back in my head. I grip his hair tighter, so tight I worry I might wind up with fistfuls of blonde locks at the end of this, but I needsomethingto hold onto. Nik groans and engulfs my mouth with his, driving his tongue inside and probing needily.
As soon as his knot reaches its full width, our bodies lock together. Now we’re bound until he comes, until his knot shoots his cum through his cock, until I’m overflowing.
We writhe for an hour like that, entangled in the nest. Finally, Nik shudders and stills, biting my shoulder gently. For a second, I worry he might leave a mark, which is the last thing we need the night before a job, but thankfully he holds back.
Before I sneak back to my room, Nik checks the hallway for any sign that the twins are awake. Kip may be my best friend, but I don’t want him to know about this.
No one can know.
Chapter 2
Nik
