Page 72 of Until I Shatter


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Six months later…

Aria

Thesilenceinthefortress is no longer a strategic advantage; it is a form of peace. The air, once thick with the tension of impending war, now tastes of pine and clean, cold mountain air. I stand on the vast deck, a mug of tea warmingmy hands and watch the sun begin its slow descent, painting the endless canopy of trees in hues of gold and blood-orange.

The world we burned has not grown back. It was salted, razed, and left for dead. Dimitri Kostas is a ghost in his own life, a headline that faded, his empire dismantled and sold for parts by anonymous creditors. My mother vanished, a specter with a fortune she cannot spend without looking over her shoulder. They are nothing. Less than nothing. They are memories.

I hear the door slide open behind me. I don’t turn. I don’t need to. The shift in the atmosphere is as familiar to me now as my own heartbeat. Cassian.

He doesn’t speak. He comes to stand behind me, his arms wrapping around my waist, pulling me back against the solid wall of his chest. He rests his chin on my shoulder, his warmth seeping into me, a silent anchor in the quiet of the evening. We watch the last sliver of sun disappear behind the mountains.

“I have something for you,” he says, his voice a low rumble against my ear.

He places something cool and metal into the palm of my hand. I look down. My breath catches in my throat, a sharp, painful little gasp.

It is the locket.

The oval-shaped silver, tarnished by time, has a single rose etched on its front. It is not a replica. It ismine. The weight of it is the weight of my childhood, the weight of my sister’s memory.

“How?” I whisper, my voice thick.

“I have my ways,” he says simply. The words are casual, but the meaning is profound. He went back into the ruins of his father’s house, into the heart of his own personal hell. Not for vengeance or for plunder, but to retrieve the one piece of my past I had left behind. He did it for me.

My fingers, trembling slightly, click it open. My baby picture, and Jade’s. I trace the curve of her smile with the pad of mythumb. For the first time, looking at her face doesn’t feel like a wound. It feels like a memory. A part of the story that led me here. It is not a chain. It is an anchor. A reminder of where I came from, and how far I have traveled.

I close it and, turning slightly, fasten it around my neck. It settles into place, cool against my skin.

I turn fully in his arms to face him. I look into his eyes, once a storm, now a deep, calm ocean that I am no longer afraid to drown in. The monster is still there, lurking in the depths, but he is a monster that bows to me.

“Thank you,” I say, the words feeling small, inadequate for the magnitude of the gesture.

He shakes his head, a small, almost imperceptible motion. His hand comes up to cup my face, his thumb stroking my cheekbone. His knuckles are scarred, a permanent reminder of the war he fought for me.

“Before you,” he says, his voice low, intense, “my life was a fortress built to protect a tomb. It was all walls and ghosts. I collected things, companies, buildings… trying to fill the space. It was all empty.”

His eyes search mine and I see a terrifying, beautiful vulnerability there, a truth he would show to no one else.

“You are not a part of my collection, Aria, you are the reason the collection exists. You are the art and the artist. You are the kingdom. Everything I have, everything I am, it was all just currency I was saving to spend on you.”

He leans in, his forehead resting against mine. He doesn’t sayI love you. He doesn’t have to. He has just given me the deed to his soul.

“Come with me,” he whispers.

He takes my hand and leads me inside, through the quiet house and into our bedroom. The room is dark, lit only by the sliver of a moon hanging in the sky outside the massive window.

He undresses me slowly, reverently. Each button undone, each piece of fabric sliding away is an act of unwrapping, of worship. This is not the frantic, desperate claiming in the car. This is the quiet, confident possession of a king in his own throne room.

When I am bare, he lifts me and carries me to the bed, laying me down on the cool sheets. He stands over me for a moment, his gaze tracing every line of my body, the faint, silvery scars from my past, the memory of bruises he put there. He looks at me like I am the most precious, most dangerous thing he has ever seen.

He undresses himself, his eyes never leaving mine and when he comes to me, his touch is not about rage or possession. It is about connection. His mouth finds mine in a kiss that is deep, slow, and full of all the words he will never say. It tastes of victory, peace, and a future that belongs only to us.

His hands roam my body, not with the frantic need of a starving man, but with the deliberate touch of an artist memorizing his masterpiece. He kisses the hollow of my throat, the curve of my hip, the inside of my thigh. He is mapping my body, claiming it all over again, not with violence, but with a devotion that makes me tremble.

“Tell me what you want,” he whispers against my skin.

“You,” I gasp, my hands fisting in his hair. “Just you.”

He moves between my thighs but instead of taking what he wants, he lowers his head and for the first time, his mouth is on me in a way that is not about pain or punishment. He explores me with a patient, thorough reverence, learning every slick fold, every sensitive nerve.