Page 65 of Until I Shatter


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And then Aria laughs. A broken, beautiful, insane sound that shatters the cathedral-like silence. It is the most defiant sound I have ever heard, and it strikes a chord in my soul that vibrates with a terrifying frequency.

"You think these walls are your strength?" she asks, her voice ringing with a power that does not belong in this house, a power she stole from my own darkness. "Cassian taught me that cages have two sides. I'm not trapped in here with you. You're trapped in here with me."

My entire world narrows to that single, impossible statement. She is using my name, my lessons, my darkness as a shield. As a weapon against my own blood. A profound, possessive pride wars with the rage in my chest.

She clicks open the box. My breath catches. She doesn't reach for the recorder. She slides the marriage certificate across the table.

Dimitri’s eyes flicker to the paper, then back to her. His face is a mask of cold fury. He takes a step toward her. "You have made a grave mistake." He lifts a hand, a subtle gesture and from the wings of the room, two of his personal guards materialize. They are not the hired muscle I use for my clubs, bloated with steroids and ego. These are killers. Men who have been with him fordecades. Ivan and Mikael. Ghosts from my childhood who were old then and are ancient now, their loyalty absolute, their souls long since sold.

"Take her," Dimitri orders, his voice flat. "And take the box."

One of the guards, Ivan, a thick-necked brute with a face like a forgotten landmark, reaches for Aria. His thick, sausage-like fingers extend toward her arm.

And that is when the world goes red.

I do not remember crossing the room. It is not a conscious decision. It is a biological imperative, a law of my own private physics. One moment I am in the doorway, the next I am a blur of motion, a wraith of violence. My only thought is the image of his hand, his property, reaching forher.

I hit Ivan first. It is not a punch, it is a demolition. My right hand flashes out, open-palmed, the heel of my hand aimed for the delicate bones of his temple. I put the entire force of my body into the blow. The impact is a wet, sickening thud that echoes in the cavernous room, like a melon splitting on concrete. His eyes roll back into his head, the light in them extinguished before his brain can even register the command to fall. A fine spray of blood and saliva mists the air, and he crumples to the pristine white marble, a heap of expensive wool and broken flesh. He will not get up.

The second guard, Mikael, younger, faster, is already turning, his hand diving inside his jacket for the cold comfort of steel. He is a professional, but I am an animal. I am my mother’s son, and my rage is a purer element than his training.

I don’t give him time to draw. As he turns I pivot on my back foot, my body low, and drive the sole of my shoe directly into the side of his knee. The sound is wet and obscene, a thick, tearingpopof ligaments and cartilage giving way under the focused impact. He screams, a high, thin sound of pure agony that is an offense to the room's sterile silence. His leg folds at an anglenature never intended, and he goes down like a marionette with its strings cut. His hand is still inside his jacket, his weapon useless, his body a ruin of pain. He tries to push himself up, his face contorted in a mask of agony and disbelief. I take one long stride and bring my heel down on the back of his outstretched hand, pinning it to the floor. I hear the delicate crunch of metacarpal bones shattering. He screams again, a raw, gargling sound. It is a satisfying counterpoint to the room's oppressive quiet.

I stand between them, my chest heaving, the metallic tang of blood in the air. The pristine white floor is now a Jackson Pollock of violence, a splash of red against the stark canvas. I am a masterpiece of my own making.

My father has not moved. His face is no longer cold. It is a mask of pure, unrestrained fury. This is the real Dimitri Kostas. The man who built an empire on the bones of his enemies. He is not afraid of my violence. He is enraged by my defiance.

"What is the meaning of this, Cassian?" he snarls, his voice shaking with a rage that mirrors my own. "Have you lost your mind?"

"She is not yours to touch," I say, my voice a low growl. I do not look at Aria, I cannot. I can only look at him, the man whose blood runs in my veins, the man whose darkness is a pale imitation of my own.

"She is a problem," Dimitri says, his eyes like chips of obsidian. "A loose end, and I am solving it."

"No," I say, taking a step toward him. Toward the table. Toward the box. "She is not a problem. She ismine."

The word hangs in the air, an act of war declared in the heart of his kingdom. Caroline gasps, her hand flying to her mouth, her porcelain composure finally shattering. Dimitri’s eyes narrow into slits. He understands. This is not about a girl, this is about a throne. This is about legacy.

"Everything in this house is mine," he says, his voice dropping to a dangerous whisper. "Including you."

I laugh. The sound is harsh, devoid of humor, ripped from the depths of my lungs. "You collect companies, you collect art. You collect women who are impressed by your money. I collect things that are broken. She belongs to my collection. Not yours."

I finally turn my head and look at her. She is staring at me, her face a mask of shock, terror, and something else I cannot name. Awe, perhaps. Recognition. She thought she was the one holding the bomb. She had no idea she was standing next to a nuclear reactor.

My eyes drop to the box on the table. My mother’s handwriting on the letters. The tarnished silver of the locket. The ghosts she tried to use as a shield.

"You don't get to touch my ghosts," I say to my father, my voice dropping, becoming something colder, deadlier. I look back at Aria, and my gaze pins her in place. "And you don't get to touch her."

I am the hero she needs. Not a knight in shining armor who slays the dragon. I am the bigger dragon, the one who burns the knight and claims the princess as his rightful treasure. I am the only monster in this world who will keep her safe from other monsters.

Without another word, I stalk to the table. I slam the lid of the box shut, the sound a final, declarative crack before I scoop it into my arm. Then, my hand clamps around her upper arm. It is not a gentle touch. It is an act of possession. A brand.

She flinches, her body stiff with a mixture of defiance and terror. "No," she whispers, her voice a fragile thread. She tries to pull away.

"Yes," I say, my voice absolute. I begin to pull her toward the door. My grip is iron. She is not leaving my side again.

"Cassian!" my father roars, his voice echoing with the thunder of a forgotten god. "You walk out that door with her, and you are no longer my son! This empire will turn to dust before you inherit a single stone!"

I stop at the threshold of the ruined doorway. I look back at him standing there amidst the wreckage of his authority, with his shattered queen beside him. I look at the blood on his floor, I look at the fear in his eyes. He is not afraid of losing a son. He is afraid of having created a rival.