I wanted it.
I needed it.
“Yo, Sav, we’re on.”
I stepped back when I heard Viper call out to him from the door and quickly walked inside. That was close. Viper, Savage and Chains all headed out on their bikes. For the first time since I came inside from my break, I felt like I could breathe again.
I felt him crawl in behind me, his hands moving under the covers and finding their place between my legs. His stubble rubbed against my neck, causing a delicious sensation to run up and down my body. My legs moved of their own will as he turned me onto my back. I looked into his eyes, darker than normal and only visible from the faint light from my lamp in the corner. Something in me told me I needed to kiss him.
That he needed comfort.
I moved my arm up to the back of his head and pulled him down. His lips touched mine softly atfirst, but when he angled his head to the side, he deepened the kiss with urgency. He moved between my legs, his mouth moving from mine down my neck, and over my breasts. He slowly made his way down my body until his lips found my pussy. I moaned as his tongue dove between my folds and licked a pathway up to my clit. I moved my legs open wider, his body angling over the edge of the bed so he could get a good hold of my hips before he dragged me to the edge of the bed.
He took his time, licking, nipping and tasting me like I was his own forbidden fruit. When he pushed two fingers into me I arched up off the bed, panting, and relishing the feel of his thick fingers as they plundered me for my liquid gold. He ate me to heaven’s gate and I screamed out as his fingertips curved inside me and sent me plummeting over the edge.
He didn’t waste any time letting me recover before he stood up and removed his sweatpants and shirt. I grabbed at his hard cock, sitting on the edge of the bed and running my tongue over his tip. Savage let out a hiss in response, his hand moving to my hairand grabbing it to hold me back. His free hand came up to cup the side of my face, his thumb moving over my lower lip. I licked over digit in my mouth and sucked. He groaned, his hand tightening in my hair and yanking me back. He looked down at me with fire in his eyes, an intensity I hadn’t seen in a long time. It looked like he was about to break.
“You’re so fucking beautiful,” he murmured and heat pooled through my body at the praise. I lowered my head back down to take his cock into my mouth, taking him all the way to the back of my throat. His harsh intake of breath told me he was barely holding on. I bobbed up and down on his cock, spitting onto it and rubbing my hand up and down his length before I pushed him back into my mouth again, flattening my tongue to get him in deeper.
His hips began to thrust, his cock hitting the back of my throat, my gag reflex allowing me to salivate and make it easier to rub my hands up and down the base of him.
Savage pulled at my hair hard enough to have me standing up to meet his eyes. There was a fire behind his gaze, and I knew he wasn’t okay. Something hadhappened today, and he needed relief. He pushed me back toward the wall, lifting me slightly and wrapping my legs around his waist.
He shoved his cock into me without warning, and I let out a groan of appreciation at how he stretched me from the inside. Savage hammered into me, my back hitting the wall over and over again. I loved it when he lost control like this, when he kissed me hard and showed me just how much he wanted me. I also loved the slow, soft caresses he gave me.
Fuck, I just loved Savage inside of me, kissing me, being around me. I was in so much trouble. I knew it was going to be hard to walk away now. Not after everything we’d done together.
I wanted to be his salvation, the reason for him to want to come back to me after having a bad day so I could make him forget every bad thing that ever happened to him.
I wanted to be his forever.
And he’d told me he wanted me that way too, so why was I still running?
Because you’re not enough.
Fuck that inner voice. Fuck her to hell.
“Eyes on me,” he grunted as he continued to fuck me against the wall. He slowed his pounding so I could look into his eyes. How did he know when I was letting my thoughts get the best of me? How did he always know when I needed him to break that spell? His lips crashed down onto mine, and for some reason I felt like he was the one saying goodbye. I whimpered against his brutal kiss before he pulled me from the wall and he moved me to the bed, pushing me onto my arms and knees and slamming into me from behind. His hands were on my hips, holding me up as he pounded my pussy.
I screamed out his name as my pussy clamped down. My release hit me so hard I could hardly breathe. He grunted, riding out my climax, slowing a little before pulling out and flipping me onto my back. I looked up at him as he kicked my knees apart and slid back into me, his body lined up with mine on the bed, his hips hammering back and forth, sending me to another dimension as he claimed me in every way he could.
My nails dug into his back, digging into his skin and scratching down his back. He moaned into my mouth at the pain.
“Fuck,” he grunted as he came hard, his cum hitting me so hard inside that I could feel every jet. I wanted to ask him what happened so that he could be so out of himself, but sleep soon took over and I felt him pull me into his arms and fall asleep behind me.
My safe place.
Why did it feel like that was goodbye?
Why did it bother me so much?
Savage was on the end of the bed when I woke up in the morning, dressed in his cut and boots. I sat up, wiping my hair back and wondering what time it was.
“It’s early,” he said, answering my unasked question. “I’ve gotta go for a few weeks, I’m going to take the Nomads to Limerick to help Val.”
“Oh,” I said, not entirely sure why it hurt me to hear that. I’d been trying to push him away for days now but when it looked like he was leaving, I wanted him to stay. “You gotta do what you gotta do.”
“When I get back, Shona, we’re going to talk, okay?”
