I can’t answer that because it hurts too much.
“I can only think of my daughter right now. I can’t continue to raise her in this world,” I say. “Even if your version of it comes with kindness, and protection… And you.”
His brow furrows like it’s taking all his effort to remain composed.
“But what about you? But what about what you want?”
I close my eyes and feel another tear cascade down my face.
“That’s the problem,” I reply. “I’m falling for you. Recklessly. And that’s what makes this so hard. Please, Augusto. Please don’t make this harder for me than it already is.”
Another silence stretches between us.
“I would have given you everything,” he says.
“That’s not ‘not making it harder.’”
“But it’s true.”
“I know,” I say, unable to hold back more tears. “And that’s exactly why I have to leave before I start wanting it.”
He holds me with his good arm while I cry it all out, then he gently rolls me to my side, tucking my back into his stomach. His breath rolls over my cheek, getting deeper and hotter with every second.
I feel his fingers curl over my waistband as he tugs my pants down over my hips.
My breath sticks in my throat.
His length digs into my back. Even when we’re breaking up this thing that never started, he’s aroused for me.
With my pants tugged down over my ass, he drifts his fingers between my legs, into my heat. I stifle a moan when he touches my clit briefly.
“Tell me you don’t want this,” he whispers heavily.
My breaths shorten. “I can’t,” I murmur huskily. “I want it so badly.”
“I know, my angel. You’re wet for me. Will you be this wet for another man?”
I choke back a sob. “I don’t ever want to think about that.”
“Then don’t. Only think about me.”
His fingers leave my heat and the sound of a zipper behind me pricks the air. My heart lurches when I feel the hot, soft skin of his cock against my lower back.
“Give me your ass, my angel.”
I stiffen.
“Not that ass, Erin. The usual one.”
I sigh with relief and he chuckles gently. “I would spend some time breaking you in before going for that one,” he assures me.
Itisreassuring until I remember there will be no breaking in of anything, because this is going to be the last time.
He tugs me into position then gently lifts my thigh giving him access. The angle is still tricky, especially with both of us injured. I reach between my legs and guide him.
Once the crown of his cock breaches my opening, he slides all the way in with a moan that sounds like he just found Nirvana. He holds me still while he regulates his breathing, then slowly starts to thrust. He doesn’t pull out far. It’s as if he wants to be as close to me as he can possibly get. So his cockonly moves in and out by an inch or two. It feels divine and so incredibly intimate.
“You feel so perfect,” he whispers. “It’s never felt like this for me.Thisgood.”
