Then he pushed the head of his dick against North’s back hole. Staring down at his cock he watched as he pushed himself between North’s ass cheeks.
The other man sucked in a breath and let it out slowly, forcing himself to relax as Jared pushed his way deep inside him.
Fuck.
It felt so damn good. Why was it always like this? On the cusp of being too good.
Maybe because you don’t deserve anything good.
Then again, North would deeply object to being called good. That was maybe part of the reason that Jared allowed himself to have North.
He was a lot like Jared.
Without morals.
Dark and dangerous.
Without any concerns about following the law or being a good person.
Another part of it was that he knew North could take care of himself. Nothing would harm him because North wouldn’t allow it.
North still did dangerous things. Stuff that Jared hated. If he could, he’d keep him locked up at home.
Safe and secure.
But North had threatened to leave him the one and only time he’d tried that.
Now, Jared knew better.
That was why Jared couldn’t have anyone else in his life. No one soft or sweet or innocent.
No. He’d never have that in his life again.
And Beltran was going to pay for taking that from him. He was going to die.
Only then could the stain on Jared’s soul be erased. Or at least lessened.
“You know how much you mean to me, right?” Jared asked, unable to stop himself.
He grasped hold of North’s hips as he drove himself in and out of his ass.
Fuck.
It felt so damn good.
“You shouldn’t,” North gritted out.
“That doesn’t change the fact that you do. So you better fucking take care of yourself, North. I expect you to always come back to me. Understand? There is no leaving me. You. Are. Mine.”
“Jared,” North warned.
“No. I don’t give a fuck if that goes against your beliefs. If you think I shouldn’t care. If you don’t care if you live or die. I fucking care. And you get yourself hurt or killed; I will fucking torture you in the afterlife. Get me?”
“Yeah,” North groaned. “I understand you. But you need to understand that you cannot coddle and smother me. I’m not delicate. I’m not weak or without my own skills.”
“I know. That’s why I let myself care about you. Because I know you’re fucking hard to kill.”
That didn’t mean something couldn’t happen to him.
