“Yes.”
He’s teasing me, and I’m endlessly frustrated with myself because I don’t know if I want to smack him or screw him. My hands are shaking when I reach up to touch his face. He has a small amount of stubble, like he shaved yesterday but not this morning, and his clear eyes study my every move.
“Take your time, Riley. We don’t have to do anything you don’t want to.”
I’m sure of what I want, as sure as the tide rolls up the beach. I spread my fingers over his cheeks, running my thumb over his lips.I’m the one in charge here.
Jae knows it too. His arms are limp at his sides, waiting for my instruction and guidance, and I place them on my bathrobe ties. He unknots my bathrobe but doesn’t take it off.
“Stop antagonizing me. Participate a little,” I command.Or participate a lot.
In response, Jae shifts the bathrobe off my left shoulder. Then my right. Then down both arms. He carries it delicately in his arms and sets it on the back of my dressing chair. It feels like such an intimate act, a declaration of love, because although it’s only a bathrobe, it feels like he’s removed whatever armor I had left.
Standing there, naked, he approaches me once more, and before I can make a break and run for it, he kisses me fiercely, and I am stalled completely. He kisses away all of my worries, all my doubts about this, and I tell himthank youwith my kisses in return.
“Fuck, Riley,”
Jae puts a tender hand on the back of my head and uses it to control the depth of our kiss. I hand control over to him, and I am so glad he’s taken charge.I don’t think I could manage to be this smooth.My body yearns for him, and I tell him by dipping my fingers into the waistband of his pants and feeling the smoothness of his skin. Each time the pads of my fingers interact with his skin, lightning shocks run through me.
His fingers dig into my lower back, and he buries his face in the space below my neck. Jae’s hands are hotter than the sun, and they ease their way around my body, even though it’s the first time he’s touched me like this.
I force myself to squash the anxiety growing in the bottom of my tummy, that this is what I want.I’m allowed to have a good time.
I use everything in me to stomp out any fear I have, and I lift Jae’s shirt, my hands grazing his chest eagerly.
“Let me have you. I want nothing in return.”
“I’m all yours, Riley,” he tells me.
“I’m all yours, too, Jae.”
When he lifts me up off the ground, I know I’ve made the right choice. I think my heart is about to beat out of my chest when he sets me on the edge of the bed. The way he says my name sends me into another spiritual plane.
“Riley,” Jae groans, his voice gravelly.
His fingers dip and twist underneath my breasts, holding them like they fit perfectly in his hands. Which they do, I find out, when he brushes over my nipples and sends a ripple of pleasure through my body. His kisses are electric shockwaves that my heart can barely endure. It’s been so long since someone touched me like this.
I pull him closer onto me. He gently lays me flat on my back and puts his knees on either side of my waist. Jae drops feverish kisses onto my collarbones, my shoulders, my breasts, and I am too stunned to do anything but grasp at his back. Each of his touches sends heat straight between my thighs. The way his stomach curves into soft, human rolls makes me feel like I swallowed a hurricane.
“Jae. You are so fucking attractive right now.” I grab hungrily for the button of his pants and feebly undo it as he takes my nipple into his mouth, and the words are stolen right out of my mouth. I want to tell him how wet I am for him.
“Riley,” He lets out a groan. “How can you taste like this?”
I don’t know what I taste like, and I bet I taste like expired lotion, but he clearly is into it, and that’s all that matters to me. He drops lower onto me, and I feel the weight of his erection push into me.Oh fuck.He’s so hard, I can feel him through his pants.
“Do you know how badly I want you?” he whispers like his life depends on it. It may as well.
“Show me,” I say, mustering all the courage I have. He presses a kiss just under my navel. The cool air is startling as he pulls away from my body. Before I can make another comment,say anything, he sinks his mouth between my legs and I let out a light gasp. He knows exactly where to put his tongue.
Jae’s finesse is impressive, to say the least. I roll my hips against his mouth and it’s my turn to groan his name. I feel the pressure building in me as he licks, my hands tangling in his hair, messing up whatever hairstyle he had left.
Something in me changes when he angles my hips upward, and the heat of his tongue becomes almost unbearable. I arch into his pull, and I press myself to his tongue just as much as he pulls into my press.
“Riley,” Jae breathes into my body.
Hearing my own name come out of his mouth, pressed against me, makes me shiver..
“Your cunt tastes so good.” He rewards me with a pucker of his lips and I am ready to break.
