When his head dipped between my legs, it was him making me very, very happy.
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE: ANNABEL
Things continued to speed along with absolute perfection for Rev and myself. A few days before Christmas, Rev and I got our first tree together—hand cut by Rev himself from the woods behind the house. We spent Christmas Day at Mama Beth’s where both Alexandra and I had helped her prepare a huge feast. As I sat around the table so full of delicious food that I couldn’t breathe, I once again had to thank God that going through hell had led me to the most divine existence I could ever imagine.
As New Year’s Eve approached, Rev and his brothers were busy planning a huge party at the roadhouse. I found myself at home sitting around the tree while working on my admissions essay to the Veterinary program at the University of Georgia. I had already talked to an advisor, who after reviewing my transcripts and work experience, put me at ease about having missed almost a year of school after what had happened to me.
When Rev suddenly burst through the front door, I didn’t have to ask what he was doing home. His darkened expression told me something bad had happened.
“What’s going on?” I demanded as I rose off the couch.
He didn’t even stop to look at me. From the kitchen he called, “I need to you pack up enough clothes and personal items for a week or two.”
I didn’t bother arguing with him that most of my things were still en route from Virginia. My parents were more than happy to have some of the maids box up my things.
As he blew around the house, snatching and grabbing things, my chest tightened with worry. “Rev, please talk to me.”
At my pleading tone, he set the items down on the kitchen table and turned to me. “The club is going on lockdown.” When I stared blankly at him, he asked, “Do you know what that is?”
“Like on campus if there was a threat of a gunman we were put on lockdown in classrooms until the police could get there?” I said.
He nodded. “It’s somewhat like that. When the club receives a threat, we go into protection mode where everyone comes together in the compound, including wives and children.”
My mind whirled as I processed what was happening. “If we stay within the compound, why can’t we stay here?”
“We just can’t risk it.”
“But why?”
Rev’s expression darkened. “Because the last time we thought our houses were safe, Case got blown up and killed.”
I didn’t have any response to that.
Once again, I remained rooted to the floor as I tried not to be overwhelmed with this aspect of Rev’s life. Then a thought came to me—one that made me shiver. “What was the threat?”
“Nothing you need to worry yourself with.”
When he refused to look at me, I closed the gap between us. “Rev, who did the threat come from?”
The moment his haunted eyes met mine I knew.Mendoza.Rev’s involvement with my past had come back to haunt hisclub. His family. “Please tell me everything. We’ve been through too much together not to be honest with each other now.”
After jerking his hands through his hair, Rev sighed. “The El Paso Raiders’ clubhouse was attacked today and two guys were killed.”
I gasped in horror and felt sick. I couldn’t help thinking of the guys who had come to the hospital to see me. They had been so kind to me. “One of the ones we knew?”
Rev shook his head. I could tell our conversation was having an effect on him. He was becoming visibly rattled. “No. It wasn’t one of them.”
The relief I felt was fleeting. “How did they know it was Mendoza?”
When Rev shifted uncomfortably on his feet, I knew I needed to brace myself for more horrible news. “One of Mendoza’s men called. He said unless they gave up the information where Roja was, more of them would die.”
Hearing Mendoza’s demand caused my knees to buckle. I would have sunk to the floor if Rev hadn’t reached out and caught me. He eased me down onto the couch. Although I hated myself for my weakness, I began to sob uncontrollably.
“Shh, Annabel, it’s going to be all right.”
Jerking my head up, I stared at him in disbelief. “How can you possibly say that? Two innocent men were killed today because of me. They could just be the tip of the iceberg if Mendoza gets his way. Some of them could be your brothers…it could even be Deacon or Bishop. ”
Rev brought a hand up to cup my cheek. “Listen to me. You are not to blame for what happened today. You never asked to be kidnapped or be Mendoza’s slave. Rescuing you was the right thing to do. This was all done to you, not by you.”
