“Oh, I hadn’t thought about that.”
“This is our first time, and I don’t want to stink. I’m sure there will be times we tear each other’s clothes off and hop in bed, but I want our first time to be special.”
She nodded. “I should probably wash, too.”
“You wash first, then I’ll shower.”
“Okay.”
He watched as she turned around and headed into the bathroom. The thought of her showering where he showered had him hot, but he wasn’t going to follow her in. He would have restraint, even if it was incredibly difficult.
Garnet wasnaked under the covers, her heart beating almost out of her chest. She could hear Brady finishing up in the bathroom, and fear slid through her. Sex wasn’t totally new to her, but it hadn’t been pleasant the first time, and she didn’t want this to suck. Maybe she was just bad at sex.
The door opened, and Brady stepped out with a towel around his waist. He moved to the bed, his eyes dark with lust.
Her body tightened, and she clenched her fists. Brady stopped moving closer. A line formed between his eyebrows.
“Are you really okay with this?”
His deep voice vibrated through her, causing her to shake again. He misinterpreted her movement.
“We don’t have to do this.”
“No.” She reached out, grabbing his wrist. “I want to. I’m just afraid I’m going to suck at this, and you’re going to regret being with me.”
He dropped to his knees and took her hand. “Listen, we don’t have to do anything you don’t want to. We can just lie next to each other in bed and talk if that will make you feel comfortable.”
She shook her head. “No, I want this. I want your hands on me, I’m just nervous.”
“Can I touch you?”
She nodded, and he let go of her hand, then ran his fingers over her shoulders and slowly up her neck, toying with her ear before running one hand over her collarbone.
Her breath was uneven as he pushed the covers a little lower while his fingers grazed the rise of her breasts. He kissed her collarbone and then kissed up her neck to her ear.
“Can I pull the covers down?”
She nodded and drew in a sharp breath as he pulled the covers down so her breasts were exposed. He kissed her before he lifted his head, his eyes widening as he stared at her.
“You’re so beautiful. Can I touch your breasts?”
“Please.” The word came out as a whine. She hated that she sounded so weak, but she felt like she was about to come unglued.
His hand cupped her breast, and she gasped as sparks flew through her. He stalled and met her gaze. “This okay?”
She nodded as she gasped. “More.”
His chuckle vibrated through her, and she moaned as he squeezed her nipple. Then he lowered his head, stuck out his tongue, and licked her nipple.
“Oh God,” she cried out as he licked her other nipple.
Then the most marvelous thing happened, and he sucked her nipple into his mouth.
She wasn’t totally sexless and had even touched herself a few times, figuring out what an orgasm was about, but she’d never thought she could get there with someone licking or sucking her nipples. The thought had never even entered her mind. But with Brady licking and sucking her, she was about to explode.
The strength of the orgasm took her breath, and she gasped as Brady continued to suck and lick. Her whole body shook as she came, almost blanking her mind. When she opened her eyes, he was smiling down at her.
“Did you like that?” His question seemed totally unnecessary.
