It was too much, and he pulled out of the kiss with an explosive breath. He stared into her eyes, wondering if she felt the same desire he did.
Based on the look on her face, she felt it, too. He wanted to do more, but he didn’t want to scare her. From what she’d said, she hadn’t had great experiences with sex.
She reached for the button on his pants, and he grabbed her wrists. The hurt look in her eyes was enough to break his heart.
“Hey, you don’t have to do anything to please me.”
“You’re hard. I can feel it. You don’t want me to suck you?”
“No—I mean yes, but not without you having an orgasm first.”
She shook her head. “I can’t orgasm.”
He paused, thinking about what she said about sex. “You can’t? Is there a physical reason why?”
Her cheeks and neck turned deep pink. “No. Like I said, I just suck at sex.”
“How about we do a little exploration?”
“W-what do you mean?”
“Let’s get into the shower and let me see what we can get up to.”
Willa’s eyes went wide, and her lips opened. It was obvious she was turned on by his suggestion. He hoped he could get her to orgasm. Not for his satisfaction, but so she could see whatever lies that jerk had told her were just lies.
28
Willa was in uncharted territory. She had no idea what Cy expected, but she wanted the chance to see him naked.
She’d never orgasmed during sex. It was embarrassing to admit. Maybe Cy would be too disappointed and give her a second chance when she wasn’t able to orgasm. But her second time with him probably wouldn’t be any better than the first. She had to accept this might just be her only time with him.
He led her to his bedroom and slowly removed her shirt. A shiver snaked down her spine as he ran his fingers down her arm.
“So pretty.”
His attention was almost too much. She wanted this, wanted his touch, and wanted to have sex with him. She would have to memorize everything about Cy and this moment.
He pulled the shoulder strap of her bra down on the right side, then lowered his head to kiss the mound of her breast. Excitement twisted through her, making it difficult to breathe.
He was so freaking sexy, she thought she might just vibrate out of his hold. Then her bra was off, and he stepped back, staring at her. She wanted to cross her arms over her chest andhide, but he held onto her wrists, keeping her from hiding her body from him.
“You are absolutely beautiful.”
His words were doing things to her she’d never experienced before. Her skin felt tight, and between her legs felt so good she wondered if she could live through this.
Cy’s lips were on her breasts, pulling at her nipple. She gasped as she held onto his shoulders, her body responding so fast and hot she wondered if she might pass out.
She didn’t want to think about Robert, but he’d never done this. The only thing he’d ever done was pinch her or pull so hard that all she experienced was pain.
Cy’s hand covered her other breast, massaging gently, so she arched against him. The feeling was so good her legs started to shake, and she had to hold on to him to keep standing.
Because she had never had anyone suck on her nipple before, she wasn’t sure if this was normal, but it felt so good she thought she might die.
The feelings grew, and her breath came in gasps as he sucked more. The pressure increased between her legs. Then Cy slid one hand over her jeans and cupped her pussy on the outside of her pants.
The pressure increased, and then it felt like her body fell apart. Her vision blurred, and she couldn’t breathe normally. The pulsing between her legs was unlike anything she’d ever felt before.
After a moment, Cy picked her up and carried her the rest of the way into the bathroom. When he set her down, she tried to stand on her own, but she had to lean against the wall.
