I slap the head of my dick on her tongue and groan as her hot mouth latches on, her tongue licks the slit while her ruby lips fit tight around me. “Take it, trouble.” A groan rumbles from deep in my throat. “Take it deeper. I know you can.”
She sucks harder, fondling the head with that delicious tongue. A moan vibrates up my shaft and I hiss, clenching my fists around her hair. At this rate, I won’t last, but I can’t stop.
I hold her head in place and tilt her head back slightly, inching in further until I’m hitting the back of her throat. “Swallow it down, baby.”
Her throat contracts around me, her eyes watering, smudging the black eyeliner she wears, her red lips smeared around her mouth. As much as I loved her without makeup, having her dishevelled like this fuels the fire in my veins.
My balls draw up tight. The furnace in my stomach is ready to explode. I pull out with a loud growl like something a wild animal would make. The need to come down her throat is all too consuming, and I need this to last. As I look up to the sky, the stars faintly come into view, and I pinch myself as all my wishes are coming true.
The cool air wraps around me as nightfalls and something primal takes over. Like an animal, I reach down and grab the wooly jumper at her waist. “Take this off. I need you bare.”
I yank the top over her head in one pull, letting it hang from her bound wrists, then I hook my hands under her ass and lift her back onto the bonnet, taking a moment to rake every curve with my ravenous eyes. For too long this woman has evaded me, but now she’s truly mine. All mine and not just my shadow’s.
She rests on her elbows with her harms behind her back tangled in the jumper. Ripe red nipples poke through her black lace bra. “Shane?” Her eyes widen, as if wondering what’s takingme so long, but I’ve waited a lifetime for this moment. I need to savour it.
“You’re still overdressed.” I bare my teeth, doing my best to keep the animal at bay, because once he’s unleashed, I won’t be able to stop until I’ve consumed her whole. Tonight, I’m not just taking her body, but her soul.
She tries to unclip her bra at the back. “You’ll have to release me. I’m not Houdini.”
Watching her struggle makes me chuckle. I contemplate ripping her bra in two, but maybe freeing her would be the better option only so I can feel her palms on my skin. “Let me see your hands.”
She rolls to the side so I can unlock the cuffs and discard her jumper. “I think you’re a little overdressed too, sarge.” She bites into that lower lip.
“I suggest you do something about it, then.” I stand between her legs as she sits on the bonnet in nothing but her black heels. She shivers, her nipples like bullets in the cold air. With fumbling fingers and an excited glint in her eye, she unbuttons my shirt.
I gaze down at the woman of my dreams, undressing me, my hands squeezing the flesh on her stomach and hips. She’s all woman with a body of sin and temptation. The sort of body that only a man can handle. And I’m more than willing to step up and be the man she needs.
Once she’s undone all my buttons, her soft hands slide over my shoulders, pulling the shirt off. It drops to the ground, but I don’t care. I’m too wrapped up in her as she runs her fingers through the hair on my chest, outlining the black ink there, then down to my scar on my stomach.
“I always wanted it to be you.” She kisses my chest, her hands moving lower, stroking over every ridge on my abdomen. “I wished for you.”
My chest cracks. “I wished for you too, trouble.” My head dips to capture her lips. I lean over her, forcing her to lie back against the metal. “I’ve waited for you all these years, you know that?”
“I waited for you, too. Since I was a teenager.” She gasps, realising what she said. “I know that’s wrong, but I was so jealous of Fern. I fantasised about you being mine instead of hers.” Her fingers stroke over my short beard. “I wished you’d never met her.”
“If I hadn’t met your sister, I’d never have met you. It wasn’t our time then.” I kiss her again, my tongue diving into her mouth, just as my dick seeks her heat. “If we’re doing this. We’re doing it properly.”
She smiles. “I told you, there’s no wrong way to fuck. But I don’t think your big cock will fit in my ass.”
My chest fills with pride at her statement. “I meant we’re making love. This ain’t no quick fuck.”
Her eyes widen, her silvery blue irises reflect the moon and the sky above, shimmering like diamonds in the night’s sky. She whispers softly, “Yes, sir.”
And that’s my cue to push through her walls. Our hands clasp together against the bonnet, fingers entwine. I inch in a little more with a groan that ripples through the trees. “It’s just you and me now, trouble. It doesn’t matter what came before. It’s just you and me.”
She pants heavily, gazing into my eyes. “Don’t leave me, Shane. Promise me you won’t leave me.” Moisture gathers in the corner of her lashes.
“You’re never getting rid of me.” A lump prickles my throat. My girl begging me to never leave her cracks another piece of my heart. The same heart her sister turned to stone, but Lilly’s broken through the shell and brought it back to life.
Staring deep into her eyes is tantric, as if we’re one person uniting for all the heavens to see. I want the world to know she’s mine. I’ll shout it from the rooftops. Whatever happens with Fern or her brother, we’ll face them together. She doesn’t need to go through this alone. I’ll be the only family she needs from now on. Call me a selfish bastard, but I can’t stay away from her now. Not now we’ve staked our claim on each other under the stars. As the heavens are my witness, I’ll love this girl for eternity.
“Shane…Shane…” My name on her tongue never sounded so good. All the times we’ve been intimate, I imagined what it would be like to hear her call my name, shout it out for all the world to hear.
“I’ve dreamed of this moment, Lillian.”
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