You at least have seen a penis, so that is half the battle, right?
Though I was pretty sure that Grayson’s member was going to put what I’d seen poking out of the chipmunk costume to shame.
Maybe I should have prepared better. Like researched. What if he expected me to put on the condom? I was going to fail. It was going to be like that nightmare I would always have of coming into class and realizing I had forgotten to study for a test.
“I want to fuck you, Lexi. I want to fuck your tight little cunt.” He was still stroking me, but not giving me what I wanted which was … I wasn’t exactly sure … maybe to move his hand higher.
“Okay,” I gasped out. “Um, I just …”
Honesty is the best policy.
“That actually sounds like a dandy idea. I’m just not really sure how this all goes. It’s kind of my first time …”
Grayson swore loudly and jumped back like I’d sprouted tentacles. Then he caught me when I almost keeled over on the floor.
“Just a little woozy, don’t mind me. I’m ready to do this! I have condoms in my purse.”
I gave him a pained smile.
“No,” he said.
“No condoms?”
“No, I’m not doing this with you. Out.”
“But … but …”
There was an explosion sitting inside of my hips, and I felt like I was going to burst.
“But we—I need—”
“You shouldn’t have come.” His voice was harsh.
“We made out in your office.”
“I wouldn’t have if I had known you were … that you’d never … you’re basically a child.”
“I’m an adult,” I yelled at him, furious. “I have a master’s degree, and I illegally sublet an apartment.”
He swung around me, giving me wide berth as he grabbed my bag off of the counter and thrust it at me.
“We are never doing this again.”
You blew it, Lexi. Honesty is not the best policy.
“I want you,” I insisted. “I want you to dothatto me.”
“You can’t even say it.” He spat.
Not sure what I was doing, I held eye contact with him then let my fingers drift to my mouth. “I want you,” I said, proud of my voice for staying at a respectable sultry octave.
“Don’t tease me,” he growled low in his chest. His large hand tangled in my hair, keeping me from leaning in and closing the distance between us to kiss him.
“Because if you don’t get out of here right now,” the threat was clear in his words, “I am going to throw you on your hands and knees and fuck you until you scream and not stop until you have to go to work tomorrow. You understand?”
I couldn’t tell if the butterflies in my stomach were excited or afraid or a little bit of both.
Maybe if I’d had more experience, I would have unfastened his belt and said something sexy like,Only if I get to be on top for the grand finale.
