“And?” Isla leans forward eagerly.
I smile. “It means beauty. All of my restraint snapped with that. We kissed, and I asked him to take me to bed.”
Elisabet nudges my shoulder. “And how was it?”
I groan with my head thrown back. “So fucking good. The mouth and the dick on that man…”
Isla cackles at my candor. “Goddamn, Z.”
“I’m honestly surprised I’m walking normally today. He’s fucking huge.”
“I wonder what his brother’s like then,” Icy blurts, and Bet and I laugh hard.
“You can’t ever filter yourself,” Bet smiles.
“Shut up. I’m just saying. They’re brothers. If the big dick gene comes from their mom’s side, Bodhi might be packing, too.”
I raise my eyebrow at her. “You trying to find out?”
“Fuck no,” she replies emphatically. “I don’t mix work and pleasure. He’s cute, but he’s so young.”
“He’s twenty-two,” Bet laughs.
“Don’t forget that he’s a fetus, though,” I smirk.
“I’m ignoring that and just going to celebrate the fact that my girl is getting some good dick finally.”
“Really good dick,” I sigh wistfully. “I wish we didn’t have to be secret, though.”
Bet smiles at me. “Sid and I are proof that it’s possible to hide your relationship successfully.”
“I still can’t believe you’ve been with Sid this entire time,” I shake my head.
She shrugs. “You’re not the only one getting good dick.”
We all laugh and smile, and I breathe a little easier.
Hiding is going to suck, but it’ll be better when we get to be ourselves around our friends.
“Shut the fuck up!” Nia squeals across from me at Willow.
After we talked to our friends, Cam and I decided we would tell Nia and Bodhi as well. They’d never believe us if we denied being together, so we’re not even going to try.
I thought maybe telling my sister in public meant she would be less crazy about it.
I was wrong.
“Be quiet!”I hiss through gritted teeth. “No one can know that, Nia.”
“Sorry,” she says, trying hard to bite down a smile. “But I’m excited for you.”
“Yeah,” I grin. “I’m excited for me, too.”
Nia flashes me a sweet smile. “You seem so happy right now, Z.”
“I am,” I admit. “Cam is absolutely amazing, Ni.”
“Are you guys still going to be able to play like teammates?”
