“Okay,” he repeated.
Silence settled again. It wasn’t the same silence as before. I exhaled a deep breath I didn’t realize I was holding.
I spoke one last truth. “I’m not choosing.” My words hung there. “You don’t get to make me choose,” I continued, my voice stronger, steadier. “If you want me… then you can both claim me… I think this is the part where you tell me this isn’t happening and I have to choose.”
“And if we don’t?” Kraven asked.
I understood.
Not wavering, I shared, “Then don’t.”
CHAPTER
TWENTY-SIX
ISLA
There was no middle ground,and there never would be.
“Do you understand what you’re saying?” Julius asked.
“Yes,” I stated.
“Do you understand what this means?”
“Yes.”
“Then say it like you mean it.”
I didn’t break eye contact. “I’m not choosing between you two. I’m done being forced to pick one of you like the other doesn’t matter to me. When you both matter more than anything, more than anyone.”
Julius was the first to start it. He kissed his way up my thigh, leaving a trail of desire and willingness in his wake. I eased my way back down, spreading my legs as wide as they would go as an open invitation for them to do what they pleased.
They both started to massage my feet, which made me gasp and arch my back. I wasn’t expecting to feel that much intensity from them touching me. The want, the lust, the passion was all burning off them, searing into my soul.
They moved simultaneously together. It was as if they didn’t need to exchange words to know what we all wanted. Moving in sync up my calves to my thighs, they kneaded, rubbing their way toward my pussy.
I silently repeated “please don’t stop” in my head, afraid that if I said it out loud, they would stop just to torture me. Julius stayed between my thighs as Kraven came to my side.
Slowly, Julius slid down my panties while Kraven removed my dress. In seconds, I sat there naked in front of them. My heart pounded against my chest, louder with each passing second. It was insane what was happening, but what was crazier was that it didn’t feel uncomfortable.
I was stripped bare for them, and it felt natural, normal, home… I moaned at what I assumed they were about to do. I loved the way they were looking at me, with so much adoration and love.
“Please…” I pleaded, and that was all it took for them to move.
Julius kissed his way back up my thighs, and my head rolled back. The second I felt his mouth kiss my core, I rocked my hips into his lips. Our eyes locked as he slowly licked from my opening to my clit.
I sucked in a loud breath the instant his warm tongue sucked me in. It was that exact moment that Kraven started to caress my breasts. This should have felt seedy, what we were doing, but it didn’t.
I felt whole.
Loved.
I reached for Kraven’s zipper, and he followed my lead, taking off his shirt before I pulled out his dick. He was as hard as a rock. I watched with fascinated eyes as he stroked himself, up and down, and slipped into my mouth.
I moaned around his cock as Julius slid a finger inside me. It was only a matter of minutes before my body was convulsing, contracting, and shaking, which made Kraven thrust in and out of my mouth even harder and faster.
I rode Julius’s face. It was an overload of emotions. Julius pushed a little deeper, finding that spot inside me that drove me wild. I came with such force that my entire body trembled.
