Chapter Nine
For the second time that night, Tucker sat in his car staring out of the window, debating if he’d done the right thing. After he’d gotten the call about work, he’d run out of the Hamiltons' home like a coward. The call was important, but his guys were handling the situation and were simply giving him an update; but Tucker used it as an excuse to leave. He needed time to process what he heard. He’d gone home and sat on his couch thinking over what Lucas had told him. He couldn’t believe that he was going to be a father again and that Zoi was calling him Papa.
He didn’t know how she’d gotten attached to him so quickly. He also never once doubted that Lucas was telling him the truth. Thanks to his job, he could tell when someone was lying to him. Also, he saw fear in Lucas’ eyes. He looked back at the house and noticed that the lights were off all over the house except for Lucas’ bedroom light.
You should go inside,a gentle voice encouraged in his ear.
“Yeah, I should go inside,” he agreed. “But what do I say? I’m sorry I’m such a fucking coward. Or should I say I’m glad we’re having a baby, but I don’t know what the hell I’m doing?”
Things were happening so quickly, and he was afraid if he took too long or too much time to think things through, life would continue to pass him by; he would always be alone. Tucker realized that he didn’t want to be alone anymore, not when he felt a strong connection whenever he was with Lucas. He also realized that he was acting like a fucking idiot sitting in the car staring at the house while the object of his affection was inside. Sighing, he opened the car door getting out before he could change his mind and jogged to the door, trying not to get too soaked in the rain. Brushing his hair back, he rang the doorbell and waited for Lucas to answer, hoping he didn’t wake Zoi up at the same time.
When the light came on, and the door opened, words failed him, and his body reacted seeing Lucas again, exactly like it did when he saw him earlier that day. He reached out and grabbed him by the back of his neck pulling Lucas flush against his body, ignoring that he was soaking wet. They stared at each other, their breaths ghosting against each other's cheeks. Lucas' hands slowly moved up his arms and circled his neck.
He brushed his lips teasingly against Lucas’ who whimpered in frustration and pressed their lips together. Tucker groaned, and whenhe finally got his first taste of Lucas after those long, aching weeks, he tasted the same as he remembered from their first kiss.Sweet with a dash of spice and all mine.He backed Lucas up, closed the door with one of his feet and leaned against it. Resting a hand on Lucas’ hip, he whimpered when Lucas pulled away.
“Is this your way of saying sorry for leaving?”
“For that and more,” he whispered as he peppered kisses down to his neck.
“I should be mad at you.” Tucker hummed and sucked up a mark on Lucas’ neck and pulled Lucas as close as he could, feeling their erections pressing against each other. “We need to talk.”
“After,” he said lifting his head and pressed his lips against Lucas’. “After, I promise.” Lucas moaned and nodded giving in easily. Tucker deepened their kiss, he felt like an addict and was finally getting his fix simply being in Lucas’ arms.
* * *
Lucas moaned,then smirked as he pulled back from their kiss. Lying on his back, Tucker rolled on top of him pressing his forehead against his. They’d made their way to his bedroom stopping a few times with Tucker pushing him up against the wall and kissing the hell out of him. He was shocked when he opened the door and saw Tucker standing there, and although he understood they needed to talk, what they were doing now was so much better.
He gasped when Tucker’s cock went deeper inside of him. This time their lovemaking was slow and unhurried, their bodies seemed to meld together as if they were lovers who had only been separated for a short time. He felt the connection from their first night together strengthen the more they clung to each other.
“So good,” Tucker grunted.
He couldn’t agree more; Tucker felt so good inside ofhim. And for the second time, he enjoyed having Tucker’s weight on top of him. He glided his hand down his lover’s back loving the way his muscles felt under his fingertips. “So close.”
“Cum for me, let me feel you.”
Once again it was as if his body simply needed to hear the words from Tucker’s mouth. Lucas came whispering his lover’s name. Tucker stilled and grunted against his lips cumming inside of him. He moaned and pulled Lucas into a sloppy kiss. They continued to kiss even after Tucker’s cock softened as it slipped from his hole.
Tucker rolled over and lay on his back, and Lucas easily rolled over resting his head on his chest. He felt some of Tucker’s cum dripping out of his ass and, although he should feel disgusted, he felt owned and special. He had no idea he wanted to feel that way, he’d enjoyed being with women, caring for them and making love to them. But being with Tucker, Lucas felt that he wanted to explore his attraction for the man.
“What are you thinking about?”
Lucas hummed. “I’m thinking how easy it is for me to fall into bed with you.”
“That’s because I’m irresistible,” he chuckled then tilting Lucas’ face for a kiss.
“I doubt it.” Lucas smiled against his lips and kissed him again. Pulling back, he stifled a yawn.
“Go to sleep. I’ll be here in the morning.”
“You promise?”
“Yeah.”
* * *
Lucas wokeup when he felt the sun hit his face, he rolled over and pulled the covers over his head. He heard a chuckle and peeked over the covers seeing a shirtless Tucker leaning against the door with a cup of coffee in his hands.
“What’s so funny?”
